I can feel myself getting depressed again and falling back into old habits like binge eating, sleeping all the time, and just overall feeling emotionless.
I was doing good for a bit, I was in school from January - now and I honestly found that the routine of going everyday, socializing, and doing "normal" things helped my depression a lot.
it gave me purpose and structure which I feel like I really need in my everyday life or my anxiety goes crazy cause I feel like I need to be distracted all the time, I hate being alone with my thoughts and I hate being bored.
so now im worried that school is over and im also jobless, im currently during to find somewhere to work for the summer but its been a bit of a challenge. anyways im just kinda ranting because I know that its up to me to get myself out of this rut or whatever but I'm upset I was doing good and now I feel back to where I started