I'm so sick of being sick
So I was diagnosed a few years ago. At first I could have a bit of gluten and be ok. But then it got so bad that now the smallest amount and I'm throwing up and constantly going to the bathroom.
I'm so sick of being sick. I do my best to keep things separate, but it gets hard when you need to eat out cuz you went on a weekend away and that was the option only to get exposed even when you explained it to the server and be completely miserable after. I'm just sick of this.
I'm sick of not enjoying food anymore. I'm sick of how expensive it is just to eat. But mostly I'm just sick of being sick. I'm so exhausted and yet I can't sleep cuz I get comfy and then immediately have to go. Food just falls out of me. 😭
I've been to the DR and they just said I have a severe gluten intolerance cuz they didn't want to test me for celiac with my severe reaction to it and that's the only way you get diagnosed with it. Unfortunately that also doesn't have any cure or real treatment besides just being gluten free. So it's not like the diagnosis matters anyways.
Anyways, if you are also dealing with this, I'm so sorry. It sucks.
Thanks for listening.
Rant over.