u/JadeCrusader176

The only additional information I have is:

1. This O wasn't near as satisfying as last time or even the times when I wasn't trying to quit. Perhaps because I knew I lost progress.

I actively knew I shouldn't be doing it, but I had edged myself multiple times and then I felt like I was so close that I would just have failed in the next few even if I managed to stop tonight (like last time which I made an earlier post about). I would appreciate any tips for this flawed mindset.

2. I removed an additional trigger that I missed previously (I set my main reddit account to SFW content only which is what lead to it). It's amazing how you can delete/alter your entire online layout and your dopamine-craved brain will take the smallest opportunity it can.

Idek if anyone will read this. I'm mainly doing this for future me to read during times of weakness. And far future me to be glad I kept pushing.

Anyways, I lost 25 days, but I'm immediately getting back into the ring to fight!!!!!