u/Jaded-Professor3024

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Today my team lost because of me. I play as a goalkeeper and today, i conceded two goals by giving erros. First i went to catch the ball, it didn't catch and went to the striker who scored. Second goal was that the guy didn't even attempted a shot. He just shot it with no power more of a lob but it was so flight but high. I went to save it as the ball was high but it went inside the goal. I was so so distraught and i just can't tell how bad am i feeling right now. I want to quit and seriously want to apologize my teammates and ask them to replace me. Please like i practiced the night before and i only practiced catching and recovering awkward balls. I was very very motivated before the match too. I just don't know what happened. I did all the technique went for the ball, W shaped and still couldn't catch. It was so embarassing and i just can't. The opposite team was also very easy and like i so mentally disheartened that i just can't tell. Please idk what to do and i am thinking of telling my teammates that i want to quit because i don't deserve to be in the team. I am 23 and i have played football my whole life and that disheartens me the most. I just can't and tomorrow matches are also very important.

I bought these gloves and played just one match. It got a cut on left, just to let you know its 4mm. Does this gloves looks good to you, gotta play two tournaments in the next two weeks. Uploaded the cut picture and a video too. Should i clean my gloves after every use and like how much gloves affect your catching crosses? Appreciate the help

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