u/Jaded_Catch2281

Usually it's closed 15 mins ago. It's saying it won't close for 35 more mins. Did the times change or what's going on?

So is it that you can't hit 3k profit or that you can't not loose 2k doing it? Why is this so hard?

Sometimes every 2 nites I make myself sleep.

Not tonight.

I slept good last night.

It took me all day today to fully wake up,

And now I'm almost ready for the day, at 1252 am. I took my shower, first one this week. I don't even bother much anymore.

I feel like this is so backwards because when I sleep, it's almost like nothing exists and it's a nice escape and time passes. But I don't let myself sleep much. The wake up is brutal. The remembering almost kills me every time, I swear my heart is going to stop every time.

I don't want to do this anymore.

I enter market for a buy, market turns.

I enter for sell. Sure as shit. Market turns.

Blah.