Impossible to like someone and still have a normal life
So iam 31 now and every year its still the same x)
Iam eather in a state of processing loss or seeing someone and simp the hell out of my life.
And sometimes the heaven in between of it, when you shortly dont miss anyone anymore and currently have no crushes 🫠
Also i noticed, i cant quiet seperate friendship and love, so i meet a new person, everything is fine.
But as soon as the similaritys start or a interesst is triggered, i fall into a spiral.. overthinking everything
The person is constantly on my mind
And i start to weave that person into every plan or idea i have...
And the worst part, iam not myself anymore.
I get so build up by conversations with that person that its impossible to keep ot real or realistic for both
Iam just nervous clumsy and overshareing like hell and the worrys i said something wrong or they got something wrong overtake everything.
And since i cant stop thinking about it, it takes apart my normal life and exhausts me because i cant normaly do things on my own anymore 😞
Anyone else trapped in this place and any advice how to escape/accept?