Recently I've been with M28 for a year and a half, he doesn't value me in general but he says that he loves me I don't really understand his game. (I'm F23)
1- He says that he wants to marry me and does a lot for me like he got me a graphic tablet to make my art , he built a home for me and he even kept his viperous mom away from me.
But in these stories there's always a "But".
2- he controls me, made me block a friend's of years just because a normal pic session made him feel insecure (there was no nudity, no suggestive stuff in the pics,just artistic stuff because of the Chinese new year) he always compares me with other girls on IG, even my own friends, but he always says "Oh I'm not going to marry this one,it's not a big deal if I find her hot", tells me that I'm a slut just for wearing skirts, and sometimes checks my text messages with some friends because "just in case" I can't go out to party with my friends, he even prohibited me to drink or smoke. Oh yeah and he hit me like twice, and choked me solo yeah,it's pretty harsh.
I want to break up with him but I don't know how he always Gasligh me into not leaving and that frustrates me, ik he could give me a better life since he makes good money but I don't think I can handle his immature behaviours anymore.
I take any advice pls, I don't know what to do at all and I think I'm too your for this shit.