Going out with a guy for the first time.
So for context, I’m 20 years old and go to college out of my state, I recently just got back from college for summer break and came out to my family and friends a little while ago over winter break. I was terrified to come out and hid it for so long, but it actually went really well. Though, now I have a problem where I’ve never been in a relationship before. When I got back home for summer I downloaded hinge and talked with a few guys. When I was liking people on hinge, I saw this one guy, super cute and muscular, thought he was way out of my league and skipped him. A little later, I was going through the people that sent me likes and found out he liked my profile and left a comment calling me stunning. We ended up exchanging phone numbers and have been talking for a couple days, he really wants to meet up, but I feel really insecure because I think he is so far out of my league and won’t want to go on another date after finding out I don’t always look like the perfect photos of myself I have on my profile. I keep pushing back the meet up, saying I have plans or I work all day, I know it’s a little ridiculous to do this, but I’ve never been in a relationship before and really want this to go well. He’ll send me pictures and videos of what he’s wearing or what he’s doing and I’ll send them back, but each time I send something I’m thinking “well this is it, he’s going to realize I’m not as attractive as I look in my photos.” Yet, he always ends up just calling me cute or handsome. I know it seems like everything is set up perfectly and that he truly does find me attractive, but I just feel so insecure and worried that it won’t go right in person. Any advice?