Am I crying more because I haven't cut in a while?
Hi, so I kind of just cry at every small thing in the world right now. Sad reel? A tear down my cheeks. Somebody sat on my clean bed and dirtied it? Cry. Sister ate the food i'd been saving? Hysterical sob. My mom made a mess out of my room? Panic attack. I technically haven't quit, I just haven't cut in a while because life got too serious (ha), in like, 3-4 months. Just to be clear, I used to cry like - once every six months or so till this year. I recently had surgery in January, so I attributed my newfound emotions to that, but it wasn't traumatic and I've been doing pretty well, so I know it's not the surgery. I still feel like shit, I just... don't have the energy to harm myself. The only thing I can think of is that I haven't cut in a while. Is it actually really that?