u/JayMich390

Think I’m at the stage where I’m gonna try some stuff, seen a lot of good with hcg. I’m also aware it fully puts ur pituitary to sleep, what I’m afraid of is if I crash or if it just doesn’t work I’m gonna end up with another issue of trying to get my natural production back to normal. Is it easier to recover from than anabolics for example. Any advice will be greatly appreciated. Hope everyone is doing well too. Cheers guys

Hello everyone, I’m a 19 year old boy and have had ME for about 2 years now, I’m really struggling. It’s soul crushing to see everyone I know going on holidays, relationships etc, especially because I used to be a confident and high energy person that always wanted to be outside and still do but can’t unfortunately, I’m sure a lot of people deal with the jealousy aspect of this comparing themselves to other people I know it’s not a healthy thing to do to compare myself but they’re just uncontrollable thoughts. I really don’t know how to deal with this I keep hoping it’s gonna change for me but I’m aware it’s likely not gonna go anywhere. I really try to convince myself that living is worth it but I don’t know how to deal with this, What are things I can do to stop this constant grieving? It’s like I just lay down all day sat with my thoughts and just constantly sinking into a pit of depression I really struggle with the thought of going through all my 20s watching everyone do what I wanted to do. Any tips or coping mechanisms will be greatly appreciated. Thanks everyome