My dad found out, my friend is so hard to put up with, my coworkers hate me, and the world's on fire
My dad saw my really old shoulder scars and acted like I was a horrible person for not telling him even though I thought my mom would've. I have to talk my friend down basically every night and I'm genuinely worried about him that I can barely eat or sleep and I always feel nauseous, I try so hard at my job and I'm still too slow and not good enough and my coworkers hate me and I don't even want a job anymore, and the entire world is falling apart and it's genuinely causing me to spiral, but then I see people say if you don't keep your attention on what's happening and you try to distract yourself you're a horrible evil person. I just wanna wake up and find out this was all a bad dream. It's gotten so bad I'm back to almost every day, and then I feel like an ass hole because I've told everyone I stopped