u/Jazzlike_Document184

I’m 25, I have two kids, I’m engaged to a man, and I live in a very conservative environment, but I keep having awakenings that I just don’t like men that way and never really have? no matter how much I try to convince myself to just be okay with it it just keeps coming back up… is it too late for me to come out eventually? Would I be labelled as a fake lesbian if I did?

EDIT: I did talk to my fiance about this last night, he knows everything and he’s being way more supportive than i thought he’d be. He’s got every right to be mad but he just held me while I cried and told me i owed it to myself to not force myself into a role I hate. He’s a good man.