I just really want to go home.
I’ve been trying so hard to adjust to this environment and force myself to grow, meet people, participate, and put myself out there, but honestly, I don’t feel like I’m growing here…I feel like I’m just constantly trying to convince myself that I’m okay.
Maybe I’m just tired or homesick, but I truly miss the comfort of being home, where I didn’t have to try so hard to feel like I belonged. :((