u/Jealous_Cat9157

too bad i’m dropping out of uni and killing myself tomorrow

you win some you lose some

“your face has become more feminine each time i’ve seen you” (ive only been seeing him since september last year)

\>told him im thinking of getting ffs

“are you sure you’ll need that?”

anyway at least he lets me have high levels and gives me more E2 implants whenever i want them so i’ll put up with it

let’s fucking gooooooo

i literally got free voice training lessons and yet i don’t do any of the exercises. then i get dysphoric over my voice knowing full well it’s my fault that i don’t bother training it. i’m capable of doing the exercises because i could do them during the lessons (and was apparently good at them) but on my own im just too lazy to practice. everything is my fault. if i wasn’t faketrans then i’d actually put the effort in. my laziness and helplessness is very malebrained imo

>society somehow expects me to live

fuck this i need to move to the netherlands or canada when they get that shit up and running for bpd