u/Jen85195

I personally get really triggered by it. I don't understand the enjoyment of watching someone who is obviously neurodivergent get dogpiled on the internet. I'm not saying these people are perfect by any means, but it makes me feel extremely uneasy to see people find an excuse to mock and harass other living human beings online.

I get these intrusive thoughts that these people would eat me alive if I had an online presence. I was bullied in school for being neurodivergent, and lolcow culture just seems like the online equivalent.

Mix this in with moral, harm, and real event OCD, it's a combo from hell. Also I do admit I sometimes watch lolcow content as a compulsion, and it feels like I'm harming myself mentally from it.

I can’t stop crying and nothing feels real anymore. I’m all alone and I just want to be held and told I’m not a monster and I’ll be okay but I feel like I don’t even deserve that. I quit college and I’ve been thinking about ending it a lot lately. Everyone should hate me and I deserve to suffer.