u/Jewels7574

I lost my mother 3 years ago and I still feel the pain like when it first happened. I feel so alone. We could tell each other anything. All I can do is cry. I try and socialize with people but what I really want to do is be alone and write her letters. My mom was the best person to know. I feel dead inside and I don’t like the person I am now without her here. I may sound weird but I really need someone to say something to me about how to handle this and just get through the night.

It has been extremely difficult to live here in the same apartment my mother passed in. I am constantly reminded of the terrible, horrific night she passed away. I can’t move because I can’t afford it. What can I do to make it a bit easier for myself? I love her so much and the pain is excruciating at times. I changed rooms to her room because it’s bigger. Anyone going through the same thing? Please offer suggestions for me.

I lost my Mother a little over three years ago. I’m just now starting to get rid of her hairspray and things like that. I kept her things because I didn’t want to accept that she wasn’t coming back. I didn’t want to change anything. I guess I’m at a different point in my grief. I actually said goodbye to her the other day because when she passed I didn’t get a chance to. I cried so hard. Something has changed in me since I did that. Can anyone relate to my post?