Bad weed experience need help
Had half a bottle of shitty wine, didn’t feel a thing. Two cones later I got the spins and greened out.
I suffer from bad anxiety, it hasn’t been a big issue but this episode enflamed it. Don’t remember a thing from that night - literally from the moment I handed the bong to someone else I don’t remember a thing other than flashing moments including a car ride and drinking some lemonade on a bench.
Went to bed that night, woke up still feeling kind of high - very strong derealization, perception was very different. Spent the day quietly, indoors, talked with friends online a bit, didn’t raise the greening out to them or anything.
Woke up the day after that, the effect is still here. My mind is panicking every now and again but (thank god) im managing to keep my cool somehow, I haven’t suffered any panic attacks or severe anxiety but I’m still concerned about how altered my perception feels.
I feel hyper-focused, like I can only hyper focus on one thing super strong, I wanna go back to looking at things the normal way, yanno?
Words of advice and support? Any help is needed at thjs time when I’m feeling pretty isolated and anxiety-prone.