FEA burn out + anxiety flairup
Lemme start with the fact that I do love my workplace, I love my management and coworkers. Everyone has been so kind to help, even for the smallest and silliest of tasks.
Besides that, I'm starting to get burnt out and possibly having my own personal anxiety flair up.
I'm so sick of always ALWAYS being put up front. I know why (very friendly, social, and have been given high praise by higher ups), but I'm getting burnt out!!! Lately customers have been even more aggressive and mean and I'm sick of taking it!!! Multiple times this week I've had people leave tons of things behind and just blame me specifically because they couldn't use cash on a non cash machine, or the price was 2 extra dollars.
Along with that, I'm stressed about every small thing. Did a small oopsie on a balloon order? stressed out. Customer gave me an aggressive look cause I took too long on cutting something or their balloon order or UPS/USPS took too long to be ready? stressed out. Even when a number fails or a card fails, I'm getting stressed out!!! Driving to work now always fills me with extreme anxiety to the point I have to use the restroom before my shift cause its so bad.
I wanna ask if there is even a small possibility of doing stocking or anything else, but fuck!!!! I'm so tired and exhausted!! Stop making me a god damn FEA!!! I want to do other tasks too!!!! that dont require me to be the face of the damn store!!!