u/JikesNu27

Lately i’ve found myself fantasizing about finally being able to get rid of this weight off my shoulders by dying. I swear there are times where I get “better” and then something triggers it and it just comes back twice as bad. I can’t stand it. I don’t know how people can find peace. I know that I won’t ever do it but I hope that one day I’ll just be able to sleep. Times like that I love listening to Asleep by The Smiths. Please let me know if I am too far gone or if someone is also struggling with the same thing.