u/Jinte_Starryday

I don't know what to do anymore. I am terrified of the hantavirus. I keep checking the news every single minute. I am terrified of leaving my home and I am so angry at my government for not making people actually quarantaine. I feel so helpless and I can't sleep anymore, I am convinced I will develop symptoms overnight. I am scared to meet people and I am horrified at the thought of going back to class. I want to cancel all my plans and just isolate in my room. I am genuinely on the edge of doing something to myself because I feel so so helpless. I just don't want to die of a horrible disease. I don't know what to do.