I want to escape my life
I’m so depressed I want to escape my life so bad. I have a wonderful fiancé that’s more than most people could hope for yet I’m so depressed by work and life I just want to escape.
I used to play WoW a lot to escape but I found a much better balance and stopped drinking alcohol as well as smoking weed. But now without those or depressants I find myself wondering why is all the work even worth it. I wasn’t born with a silver spoon my parents barely even got the GED yet I got a masters for FNP and can’t even find work.
I’m just so tired at 40 years old I’m hoping it gets easier sooner versus later.