u/Jjustwannabeacowboy

i was always more emotional than most of my peers but i feel like something is wrong with me. for a few months now I've been crying so much it's ridiculous. it's always weird timing like my gf asks me what i want to drink and i can feel my eyes watering i get embarrassed and i try to hide it so i avoid giving her answer and she now thinks I'm indecisive. it's so frustrating that i can't have a conversation about my emotions with her because i can feel my throat closing. then i think about and cry myself to sleep. I'm wondering if anyone else had that too? how do i approach this and talk about it with my girlfriend?