[No Quarter] Chapter 2.2 (Complete rewrite.) Standalone story.
"Evasive maneuvers!" Nyla yells.
I yank the control stick to the right, my interceptor rolling away from a stream of violet fire. The G-forces press me into my seat, but I keep my focus, my eyes locked on the HUD. My heart is throwing itself against my ribs so hard I can feel it in my teeth.
"My shields are dropping — They are eating me alive!" Yan yells.
"Sparrow Five, bank. All sparrows,bank left — we need cover from that weapons platform!"Nyla snaps.
"Copy that — going left—"
I snap back to the controls, wrenching the stick. I'm the only one able to hold formation propperly as we bank toward the platform, its guns firing in every direction as the Invulcari scream down on top of us.
"I can't hold these Gs — I need to level! I'm gonna pass out."
I see Vasquez's interceptor break from our group entirely.
"Sparrow Eight, get back on me!" Nyla screams.
"I can't — I need —"
A frigate-sized, crablike monstrosity fires a stream of pulsing green plasma shots, slicing through the training vessel. The stream continues as the ship brings its aim up level with the platform. Its shields flare blue against the plasma.
"Engage all fire on that ship!"
My teeth are clenched so hard my jaw aches as I fire a volley of lasers, the red beams lancing out toward the frigate's hull. The other cadets follow my lead. The frigate's shields flare, then shatter.
"It's working!" Jet yells.
But the frigate is not alone. Another one of its kind joins the fray — it puts two shots across Nyla's bow instantly, dropping her shields.
Nyla accelerates into a steep evasive dive, thundering commands as she cheats death. "We can't take them both! Pull back and provide covering fire. Interpose the platform between us and them."
I follow her. We all follow her, clumsily weaving as we make our way behind the tenuous safety of the platform's superior shields and guns.
We shelter behind the platform and for about thirty seconds the battle becomes something I can almost manage. I'm not thinking anymore. My hands know what to do even if my brain is still somewhere back on the surface. Nyla calls vectors and I fly them. Someone yells out a report.
"I'm measuring wake distortions — we have incoming!"
"More? Are you kidding?" Yan yells in disbelief.
A ship appears just outside of Rigel's orbit. And it's not alone. A fleet of Alliance ships is emerging from the void, their engines burning bright against the black of space.
"Reinforcements! It's reinforcements! They made it!" Jet yells over the comms.
At that same moment, we see another friendly signal separate itself from Rigel Station — large and already sporting a damage indicator.
"It's the Rally's Cry!" someone yells.
The gargantuan, nearly station-sized battleship has been sitting in high dock for weeks undergoing major repairs and refit. It's moving slowly, still missing its left-side batteries and huge chunks of armor, but even so it's imposing and powerful. An elephant missing a leg is still an elephant.
"And if that name isn't on the nose enough, that's exactly what we need," Nyla says.
A grim smile touches my lips. The first one in a while. It doesn't last.
The platforms and ships around the station engage the enemy fleet. The tide of fire does everything it can to punch a hole through the veritable horde of enemy ships so that the Cry can get out from underneath this mess and move to a flanking position.
"All 106th Cadets, on me — we need to assist the Rally's Cry with the fighters. Form up."
A new voice comes through local. "106th, this is Cadet Rhys. Looks like you could use some help."
As he speaks, a kinetic lance fires from somewhere and tears through the station's shields without slowing. It hits the primary column causing the lights to flicker. The wave keeps coming. There is always another wave.
"They've hit the bridge! Orbital control is experiencing critical system failure!" a new comm signal from the station announces.
"Rhys, this is Nyla, lead instructor for the 106th. You need to get the Rally's Cry out of here — we will push the fighters back."
A new wave of enemy fighters descends upon the station, their weapons fire a sickly violet energy that splashes against the station's failing shields. The station groans, its lights flickering, its hull buckling under the assault.
"All ships, focus your fire on the lead fighter. Let's show them what we're made of!" Nyla commands.
My fingers flash across the controls as my right hand yanks back on the stick. I fire my lasers, the red beams lancing out and striking the lead fighter. The other cadets follow my lead with their own shaky shots. The lead fighter's shields buckle under the combined fire and it tears apart, scattering debris in a wide arc.
"One down!" I yell. A feeling of elation bubbling up as I see target destroyed on my HUD.
But the rest of the fighters are still coming, and the feeling goes away. Their weapons fire a relentless oppressive maelstrom of violet energy.
"We can't hold them!" Jet screams.
"We have to hold them!" Nyla yells back. "Remember your training! Keep steady and hold position on — "
A smear of violet light slams across Sparrow One's bow.
Then she's gone.
Not damaged. Not spinning out. Gone — a flash of white and then empty space where Instructor Nyla used to be, her icon already replaced by a grey X on my HUD.
My hands go still on the controls. The battle keeps happening — comms screaming, the platform guns thundering — but for one terrible second I am nowhere, suspended in the silence of what just happened. She was right there. She was just talking.
"Squad lead is down! Repeat, squad lead is down! Sparrow Two, you're in command!" someone yells through comms.
The words land like a punch. Sparrow Two. That's me. I'm in command.
I just stare at the grey X where she was. Just thirty seconds ago.
Then Yan's voice cuts through, sharp and steady in a way I have never once heard from him. "Kit. Kit. You've got the squad. Talk to us."
Something about hearing my name — not Sparrow Two, just Kit — pulls me back into my body.
"Break off," I hear myself say. "Break off — we need to gain space."
"Copy that. I'm on your wing," Yan says.
We bank away, flying several kilometers past a different weapons platform, which draws the fighters' attention. I reorient myself to face the station again. Eight icons on my HUD, not counting me. Nine cadets, none of them older than twenty, in ships they'd flown in simulators until three hours ago.
"Okay," Yan says quietly, just to me, off the main channel. "You know what to do. Stop watching yourself and just do it."
“Right... Thanks Yan.”
"All 106th Cadets, on me," I say, my voice steadier than it has any right to be. "We are not going to die here. We are not going to let these bastards win. We are the 106th, and we are going to make them bleed."
I slam my hand on the throttle, my interceptor shooting forward. The other cadets follow my lead, their own interceptors forming up behind me.
I share my lock on the rearmost fighter chasing Rhys's squadron as the Rally's Cry finally limps its way toward the enemy flank.
"We aren't doing much, but that ship's big gun might. We need to get those bugs off her tail!"
My HUD is a full-blown seizure hazard of flashing red and blue icons.
As the fighters close on Rhys, yet another new voice comes over the local comms — steady and powerful, not at all matching the adrenaline-filled yelling I've been hearing for the last twenty minutes.
"Cadet Rhys." The voice is calm, almost dispassionate. "This is the General Commander of the Sixth Division. I am aboard the ISV Indomitable, and I am now in command of this theater."
A young, breathless voice comes over the comms, laced with static and adrenaline. "Sir! Yes, sir! Cadet Rhys reporting! We're… we're holding, sir. Trying to!"
"Listen to me, Cadet," the General's tone leaves no room for argument. "You are no longer a trainee. You are a pilot in the Alliance Fleet. You and your wing are going to do exactly as I say. In sixty seconds, a wave of our premier fighters is going to hit the enemy force engaging you. Your job is not to fight. Your job is to survive. When they arrive, you are to break off and form up with them. They will give you your new targets. Do you understand me?"
I gawk at the comm channel for half a second in complete and utter shock.
The Indomitable. Every soldier in Orion has heard of it. The flagship of our sector. The huntress of the void. The battleship of a hundred battles. Truly indomitable.
Rhys's voice comes back, the shock in it almost palpable, but underneath it, a core of steel begins to show. "Understood, sir. We'll be ready."
The fighter's we have been chasing are closing on them fast. They won't even make it sixty seconds.
We catch up to them right as they catch up to Rhys.
"All 106th cadets, engage. Get them off Rhys's guys."
My knuckles turn white on the controls. I open fire. Red beams lance out, forcing them to break formation and turn on us. I maintain tracking and push forward on the stick. The G-forces make my stomach want to eject whatever bile is still left in it. But I don't complain. I am a pilot. And this is my fight.
I stop thinking about what I'm doing and start doing it. A fighter locks onto Jet's six and I roll in before she has to ask, red beams already firing. A gap opens in the enemy line and I call it before I've consciously seen it. Nyla's voice in my head — stop watching yourself — and for the first time I understand what she meant.
The view from my cockpit is dizzying as my ship dances through fire. An enemy fighter, one of the black metal wasps, looms in front of me, its weapons spewing sickly violet energy that splashes against my shields.
I wrench the stick hard left, my interceptor rolling away from the stream of plasma. I push the throttle to the max. I fire my lasers, the red beams lancing out and striking the fighter's hull. The fighter's shields flare, then shatter. The ship splits open, its reactor going in a blinding pulse before the debris cloud swallows it.
"Nice one, Sparrow Two!" Yan's voice — bright, almost like himself again.
But there's no time. Another fighter takes its place. I dodge and weave. Comms are a cacophony of screams and shouts.
I see one of my own — Sparrow Nine — bracketed by two of the wasp-like fighters.
"I can't shake 'em! I can't—" The icon winks out. Just gone, mid-sentence, like someone cutting a wire.
Another voice floods the comms. "Harry, no!"
"Sparrow Eleven, get back in formation!" I yell with an authority I didn't know I possessed.
"Die you bastard!"
A primal scream of fury pours out of the comms channel as Sparrow Eleven charges head-on at the fighter that just took out his friend. His icon blazes across my HUD for two seconds, full throttle — and then it's gone too.
I push my interceptor harder, the engine screaming in protest. I fire my lasers. An enemy fighter goes up in a cascade of shrapnel and indigo light.
Then a new voice cuts through.
"This is Tempest Squadron. You kids did a good job — we've got it from here."
They descend upon the enemy fighters like avenging angels, their weapons a coordinated killing storm. They are everything we are not. Precise, disciplined, deadly. They move with a purpose that is almost painful to watch — the thing we were supposed to become in eight more months.
"All 106th cadets, this is Sparrow Two. Break off and form up behind the Tempests! Now!"
We scatter, some nearly colliding with each other in our haste. We disengage, pulling back toward the Tempests, our job as a sacrificial lure — at least for now — complete.
I take a deep breath. The adrenaline is still roaring through me but underneath it, for the first time since Nyla's icon went grey, something loosens slightly.
We continue pulling through the typhoon of laser fire making our way to safety behind the line of Tempests."Nice work, big shot," Yan says over comms. I can hear the grin in it — the mess hall grin. The grin of confident know it all who definitely doesn't know it all.
A burst of violet fire comes from nowhere.
Sparrow Five's icon goes grey.
A loud ringing sound deafens me. The sound overriding the yelling on the comms channel.
I don't say anything. I can't say anything. I can't move. I just stare at the place he was.
My eyes are wider than the should be. My ship is now being flown by the pilot of physics as I'm no longer the one guiding it. The proximity alarms scream and I mutely pull myself of a collision course with sparrow four. I reorient my ship before realizing Jet is screaming at me.
“Kit! Kit!”
It takes a moment to figure out how to speak again but once I do its like riding a bike.
“I'm good...I'm good what's happening.” I take stock of our situation.
In that moment, a titanic blur barrels past as the Indomitable charges headfirst into the enemy flank and erupts with a storm of missiles, lasers, and torpedoes. The sight of it is incredible and despite everything my chest swells as a fleet of at least one hundred alliance ships follows it headlong into the enemy flank. The Cry add her own voice to the chorus. Her main cannon speaks an a massive bulbous Invulcari cruiser's shield shatters as is silently folds into itself. The friendly and hostile icons begin to merge together into a swirling, chaotic vortex of red and blue.
Its a small turning point but today, I guess, hope is just not on the menu I watch helplessly as an Invulcari cruiser, a beast of a ship with enough firepower to level a city, breaks through the Tempests' defensive line. It's headed straight for the Rally's Cry.
“We have to do something," Jet says, her voice a mix of fear and anxiety.
"We can't," I say, my voice tight. "We're just cadets. We're out of our league."
Just then, a flight of sleek, black Alliance fighters — the Tempests — roars past us, their engines burning bright. But far fewer than before, and desperate.
The Tempests descend upon the cruiser, their torpedoes a coordinated storm of destruction. They hit the cruiser's main gun, and the resulting explosion rips a savage tear deep into its hull. The cruiser lurches, its engines sputtering.But the cruiser isn't dead. Not by half.
Its main gun powers up quickly, a counterpoint to the Cry's long primary charge-up. A sickly green lance of light tears through space and slams into the Cry. The ship shudders, and the glow in the primary cannons flickers and goes out. The cruiser begins charging another shot.
The tempests see the incoming deathblow and go into a frenzy. I watch as the tiny fighters surround the cruiser, their coordinated fire blasting away at the monster, whittling down its shields. They fly in all different directions, but somehow every movement is a beautiful frenzy of coordination. The guns are being led by the nose as they almost perfectly spread the damage between them.
Finally, the shields give — but so do the Tempests.
First one, then another, and another. Their damage spread so perfectly, all their shields seem to fail at about the same time. Their wreckage slamming into the hull as the cruiser's lasers turn them into flashes of light as the turrets continue hunting them.
"We can't just sit here and watch them die," Jet says, her tone a desperate plea. "We have to help."
I'm torn. Jet is right. We can't just sit here and do nothing. But we're just kids in training interceptors. We're no match for a cruiser. We'd just be throwing our lives away.
"Dammit," I mutter, my hands gripping the controls. "All 106th Cadets, on me. We're going in."
I slam my hand on the throttle, my interceptor shooting forward, its engines burning bright. The other cadets follow my lead, their own interceptors forming up behind me.
Rhys's voice comes through local.
"The General told us we had to break off and hang back. The Tempests—"
I cut him off. "The Tempests are dying Rhys! We're the only ones close enough to help."
There is no reply as we zip toward the enemy — the remaining seven of us, a pitifully small force against a monster in every sense of the word.
The cruiser looms ahead, a fortress of black metal, its point-defense turrets already swiveling to face us, spitting a hail of small, lethal projectiles.
"Scatter, pattern delta! Don't give them a clean shot! Focus on those main turrets!" I command, my voice a tight, nervous bark.
We are like gnats attacking a dragon. Spitting what little fire we can against its armor, all but uselessly, as we race along its hull.
A new voice comes over the channel. “This is Tempest Lead you kids need to get the hell out of here. Now.”
“ That cruiser is going after the Cry, that ship is worth one-hundred of our little birds. Its the only thing holding this area of the battle together, if it goes down we all go down.”
“Damn it.” A pause. “Then you need to get inside and try to hurt it from there. We are out of torpedos and its armor is too thick we are barely doing anything to it. We tore a hole in its port side. Aim for that. We'll hold it off as long as we can.”
“Roger that.“
The Tempests are as good as their word. They throw themselves at the cruiser's gun clusters in a howling, rolling attack — buying us seconds with every pass. But the few lights they have left on the display begin going out. First one, then two, then three — their shields gone long before we arrived — folding under the return fire in silent bursts. Tempest Lead goes last, his fighter coming apart in a slow, tumbling arc across the port section they'd torn open for us.
Then the guns find us.
Sparrow Four first — caught too wide, point-defense fire punching straight through him before he could correct. Five left.
I weave my interceptor through the incoming fire, the ship groaning in protest as I push it to its limits. My hands are a blur on the controls, my mind racing, every ounce of my simulator training screaming at me.
"I'm going for the hole!"
"Sparrow Two, they've got another salvo of fighters heading in our direction!"
I see them — a fresh wave of enemy fighters, reapers, coming to claim their dead.
Purple fire lashes out from a fighter.
And Sparrow Six comes apart, pieces of hull spinning silently away into the black.
Sparrow Twelve's comm indicator lights up. "We won't make it…I'm gonna buy you guys a little more time."
His ship arches up and away from the cruiser at almost a 90-degree angle.
"Kay, get back in formation — we're gonna make it!" I howl.
Kay's voice hitches. "Remember me, guys."
"Kay, come back right now! Goddammit, we need you!"
Like hounds smelling blood, three fighters arch up after him at the same time as the automatic turrets of the battle cruiser prioritize lock onto the sudden vector change of his ship— giving us precious seconds as we race over the hull. Fire flashes somewhere above me, both purple and red. I don't let myself look anywhere besides the breach in the hull. The fighters still tracking us land another lock — this time on Jet.
"Sparrow Seven, they have a lock. Punch it!"
I tip my nose up and hold down the trigger as plasma fire streams out from underneath my cockpit, to little effect. The Invulcari fighters evade almost lazily, and a horde of tiny missiles erupts from their backs.
"Jet, look out!" I scream.
The missiles scream after her — the belly of her fighter scrapes the jagged hole as the missiles carpet-bomb the surface of their own cruiser. She disappears into the gaping wound just before she is turned into shrapnel. Sparrow Three is right behind her.
I yank back on the throttle and turn up, then corkscrew back down into the hull. I find myself coming out into a cavernous space inside what must be a third of the ship — easily large enough to fly our ships around.
The interior is unlike anything I've ever seen. The walls are black and segmented, a chitinous lattice of overlapping plates that catch the light like the shell of a beetle. Glowing tendrils run between them, pulsing faintly with amber energy — something between veins and cables, grown as much as manufactured. And throughout the chamber, arranged in a rough ring around its perimeter, are enormous dome-like structures, the size of buildings, each encircled with layers of the glowing energy cables. They expand and contract in slow, rhythmic waves. Almost like breathing, but more mechanical.
"What is this?" Jet asks quietly.
"I was expecting…" I don't know what I was expecting, but it wasn't this.
The walls shudder as another shot goes out from the main gun. It immediately brings me back to myself.
"Screw it — just light this place up. Aim for anything that looks important."
I point my guns at one of the weird mechanical lung things and open fire. My lasers flash across the vast space and impact its surface, erupting in a shower of sparks and shrapnel — but the damage is trivial. We keep firing, our small weapons eating into the bizarre chitinous metal, but we're barely scratching it.
Sparrow Three is firing on the lung directly across from mine.
"It's not working — we aren't punching deep enough," she says, her voice reedy.
"Just keep firing — we are getting through!"
"Guys, look at the center!" Jet yells.
My HUD auto-zooms into what she's pointing at. The massive pillar at the dead center of the chamber — which is obviously far more than just a pillar — lights up just before the ship fires. Glowing lines of energy spiral up into it from dozens of conduits running from the walls.
"The guns must be drawing power from that!" The realization cuts through the hopelessness like a blade. It's Sparrow Three's voice, but we all arrived at the same conclusion.
We all turn converging our fire onto the central pillar. Our lasers splash against its surface, the black metal glowing cherry-red under the sustained assault.
The pillar begins to vibrate, a low, guttural hum I can feel through the hull of my interceptor.
"It's working!" Jet yells. "Keep firing!"
But the cruiser's internal defenses are not idle. Spider like mechs compact and skittering — drop from recessed panels in the ceiling and begin making their way toward us across the walls. Their gun arms swivel on their torso's as they move, spitting a hail of projectiles that splash against my shields.
"We've got company!" Sparrow Three screams.
"I see them!" I yell back, my hands flying across the controls. I push hard on the stick, my interceptor corkscrewing away from a burst of fire. "Just keep firing on the pillar! Don't let up!"
We dance through the chamber, our interceptors weaving through the the hail of kinetic projectiles, our lasers a constant, focused stream on the central pillar.
The pillar glows brighter, its vibrations growing more violent. The very air in the chamber seems to crackle with raw energy. The dome structures around us start to spasm, their rhythmic pulsing becoming erratic. A high-pitched whine fills the comms — a sound that makes my teeth ache.
"It's going to blow!" Sparrow Three yells.
"We need to get out of here!" Jet screams.
"Yep, time to go," I say, my fingers flying across the controls as I slam the throttle to max. "Everyone out! Now!"
I pull back hard, my interceptor climbing steeply. The other two follow close behind, their ships racing for the jagged hole in the hull. We are three tiny silver darts, fleeing a dying god.
We burst out of the cruiser just as the explosion tears it apart. The ship shudders, its hull buckling, then it erupts — a brilliant, silent detonation that throws light across half the battlefield. The shockwave washes over us, a tidal wave of raw energy that sends our interceptors tumbling end over end. I fight the controls, my hands flying across the console as I try to stabilize my ship. The G-forces are a crushing weight, a pressure that makes my vision swim.
Finally, I manage to regain control, my interceptor shuddering but stable. I look back at the spot where the cruiser used to be. Rigel hangs behind the debris field — impossible blue warmth spilling across the expanding ugly cloud of wreckage.
Our ships drift towards eachother, and we almost collide, but I tap the throttle and match my vector to hers. We are so close we can actually see each other inside our cockpits.
"We did it," Jet says, her voice hushed in disbelief.
"We did it," I repeat.
She's crying. So am I. I hadn't noticed until just now.
Neither of us moves. The battle is still going on somewhere behind us — icons merging and winking out on the edge of my HUD — but for this one moment it feels very far away. I look at her. She looks at me. There's nothing to say that isn't already being said just by still being here, by both of us still being here, which is something neither of us expected twenty minutes ago. The display glows, light catching the wet on her cheeks. I make myself look away from her face and back at the HUD.
"Look — the Cry is still standing," Jet says finally.
I look. The maimed battle cruiser is limping and barely holding together, but it is still there.
"My shield is at ten percent," I say.
"Mine is gone, and I've taken some hull damage," Jet replies.
"Sparrow Three?" I say, suddenly looking around, realizing the icon is gone. "…Sipha?" I try again. Nothing but static.
The realization hits me. Another friend. Another name the dark has swallowed.
"She got caught on a metal beam inside the ship on the way out of the hull." Jet's voice quavers momentarily but steadies. "She's gone."
I force the grief down, a cold, heavy lump in my throat. There's no time for it. Not now. Not really.
The battle rages around us. A typhoon of deadly lights.
The weapons platforms around Rigel Prime are on their last legs. The planet is exposed, vulnerable.
And then suddenly — it halts.
The Invulcari, almost as one, begin turning and streaking toward the moon Cisternae.
Confused, I consult the holographic map — and what I see there almost breaks me with joy. Scores of ships, even more than came with the general on his attack run, are demolishing the remainder of an Invulcari attack group.
But the numbers…
I watch the horde move again. It's a horrifying swarm of incomprehensible black shapes, screaming right toward them.
"There are still too many of them!" My eyes are locked on the map.
"The Rally's Cry — it's turning!" Jet yells over the mic.
The Cry, which was limping before, is suddenly barreling along at breakneck speed, a bright glow emanating from its half-covered side.
"They are overloading the engine. That's how they are moving so fast," I say.
"If they keep doing that, they are going to blow up," Jet replies, her voice aghast.
The onboard computer system chimes.
"Spacetime distortion detected," it says mechanically.
"Oh my god — they are charging the dark drives!"
"All ships," the General Commander's voice rings across the fleet, "prepare for a high-yield energy blast. Brace for impact. And when the light fades, we give them everything we've got left. For Rigel!"
"Brace, brace!" I yell.
"Kit… Kit, I don't have a shield." She looks directly at me across the small gap between our ships, horror spread across her face so visibly I can see it beneath the HUD lights on her helmet. "Kit, I don't think —"
The blast is blinding.
The world becomes a silent, brilliant white.
A wave of pure, raw energy washes over my interceptor — a force that slams into me with the power of a collapsing star. My ship screams, its systems overloading, its alarms a cacophony of panicked shrieks.
My vision swims — a kaleidoscope of flashing lights and scrambled data. The G-forces are crushing, squeezing the air from my lungs and pressing me deep into my seat.
There is a sharp, searing pain in my left arm, and I look down to see a piece of shrapnel from the console embedded in my flight suit, blood welling up around the metal.
Jet screams — a short, sharp sound that cuts off into static.
"Jet!" I scream, my voice hoarse. My ship tumbles — a helpless, crippled leaf in a storm of cosmic fury. "Jet, are you there? Jet!"
Nothing but static.
The controls are fighting me, my hands slick with my own blood. The perpetual motion still throwing me side to side as the ship rolls.
Finally, my ship stabilizes.
Alarms blare about the half-dozen system failures plaguing my wrecked interceptor.
I'm stiff and rigid, my voice suddenly clinical as I work the controls.
"Sparrow Seven, this is Sparrow Two. Do you read?"
Its blurry.
"I say again, this is Sparrow Two to Sparrow Seven. How copy? Over."
I blink hard, keeping my back straight. I sniff but I can't seam to stop my nose from running.
"Jet…" My voice cracks. "It's Kit. Are you out there?"
My face wet and the flood rolling down my cheeks is not slowing down.
"We made it…" I shudder. "We saved the Cry…"
And then the dam breaks.
My head becomes one with the console as a deep, guttural sob churns up from my stomach and wracks my entire body. My mind floods with memories — faces, moments, flashes of everything.
Yan.
Nyla.
Sipha.
Kay.
…
Jet.
My bloody, tear-soaked face grinds into the console. Screaming, I slam my fist into it over and over, willing the reinforced glass to crack.
I keep hitting it. Again. And again. Rage mounting through a pain so deep it numbs everything else.
I feel my wrist snap — but it feels like it happened to someone else. A blunt numb crack that I'm only vaguely aware is attached to my own body by virtue of the vibration traveling up my arm.
I cry like my soul has been ripped from me, as the scenes from the last hour replay themselves over and over. Kay's voice rings in my ears. The only one who had more than ten seconds to contemplate his doom. His voice had been so easy, so unhurried, even then.
Remember me, guys.
I scream until my voice tears itself apart and sound ceases, not for lack of trying.
My energy finally fades. The physical pain rushes in to join the real pain — but it barely makes a difference.
My vision dims.
I slump over the console.
And everything goes dark.