OOCS, Into A Wider Galaxy, Part 712
(This one didn’t want to happen, and then hit like a hammer. The Muse is doing... something.)
Undying Blues
They left him alone in his chambers. With his projects left to build. His thoughts to himself. Disturbed. Upset. Unhappy.
Before this day his most violent release had seen him in a holographic chamber, flailing against a mirror opponent that had their appearance shift. He had been most violent when they resembled certain members of his clientele. He had never... killed before. He had never...
His arm shakes as he tries to contain everything roiling inside him. His control is nowhere near where it should be, his reactions are... he’s falling victim to whatever the horror inside him is.
He fills the bath shortly and the water is so hot as to be nearly scalding. The club is set nearby, he discards the tattered remains of his robe and steps in.
It’s hot enough to hurt. Much hotter and he would begin to burn. But he needs the pain to focus. To get full control again. The thing inside him. It either was, or was derived from the thing that had somehow ruined an entire world. Some kind of pathogen. He had been deliberately infected and was not certain if he himself was infectious.
Has he passed this to Sue’Li? Was she already infected before meeting him? How much control did this thing have over him?
He considers as he carefully gathers up what soaps are available and slowly cleans himself. The proper and civilized action brings him further and further away from the savagery that screamed to be unleashed. It was louder than before.
Many of his clients, and for a long time he himself, referred to the indulgent, greedy and gluttonous side of the Ibu as their inner animal. His own was straining the chain hard.
He should not have fed it. But it had gone unfed for so long it had outright slipped the chains. But whatever was inside him had loosened the chains.
The door opens and from the sound of the cloth and the general gait he can tell it’s not Sue’Li or any of her people even before The Usurper walks into sight.
“Your pardon, but I don’t think it would be appropriate for me to rise at the moment.” He says as he lathers himself up. Trying to get the mental sensation of the gore off him. There wasn’t even a speck on his person but... the more time passed since the massacre he performed the less he liked it.
“You are pardoned oh little one.” She says and there’s a near purring tone to her voice. He doesn’t falter in his movements, but he does recognize the danger. She’s much more attracted to him now and he’s not exactly in a position where he can refuse without enormous consequence.
“I must apologize for my unseemly display. It is my duty to ensure that others are permitted to indulge, not to indulge myself and...” She crouches down and puts a finger to his tusk. The Ibu variant of a finger to another’s lips.
“There is no shame in what you did. It is our nature to require release. Indeed we defy it when we put on the trappings of civilization.” She answers and her tone is more... maternal now? That’s an interesting angle for her to take.
“I see. Speaking of civilization. What more can you tell me about this... thing in me? If you will not name it, can you better explain it’s origin? Those Vish clearly had some form of it, one similar to that man, Geninji.”
“Genengi. She says and considers. He was the first but not the last. Silence and darkness could give them back their minds for a time. But the slightest stimulation could set them off. In the end the last time they saw light before I incinerated his peers was just before I captured them. Winnowing their numbers even as I gathered more and more information.”
“And what did it tell you?”
“That the plague had arrived some fifty years before. A mere five decades before I arrived a woman proved herself unkillable in battle. She went on a rampage against all who wronged her and when the state caught her and tried to put her to death for mass murder, everything failed. Her head had been removed and she stood again.”
“And it spread from there?” He asks.
“It did, it turns out that she was spreading the source of her immortality and many were already blessed. But they weren’t worthy of the blessing. And so it turned to a curse.”
“And what makes you think that I am worthy of such a blessing?”
“You are still speaking to me. You went into the depths of madness and drew yourself back out. You are sane, reasonable and rational. Good blood has proven through.”
“More likely good training. There have been family members that failed.” Danburi says in a pained tone. Will she take the bait?
“Failed, or were failed?” The Usurper asks and he looks up to match her gaze. She bit down on the bait yes, but was that actually a useful answer? Hard to say, but something to remember.
“Either way, self mastery is not in blood alone. It is training, discipline.” He says and she simply smiles. Playing back hunh? Not very useful. But still useful. “Regardless, you have a story and I have an interest milady. Care to continue?”
“Oh, yes I would care to continue.” She says with a smile before snapping her fingers and a chair is produced by Sue’Li who had not revealed herself to Danburi and had clearly entered after The Usurper.
“Thank you milady and... I’m terribly sorry it just feels so rude of me to simply refer to you as milady or my lady. Even if it is not your proper name, some appellation for you would be most appreciated.” He asks with a smile and she huffs in amusement.
“And you don’t trust yourself to name me as you did your assistant?” She asks and he raises an eyebrow.
“Sue’Li did not have a proper name. You do.” He states and she nods.
“And if I told you I wanted that name, what would you think?”
“I would think you were being most rude and obstinate madam.” He states in a testy tone and she outright laughs.
“You may use the term Ungora for me.”
“Ungora, Coastal Ibu’Cjeo for matriarch. Very well Lady Ungora, thank you for the kindness.”
“You are exceptionally well learned aren’t you?”
“I would assume that you would be quite familiar with my education, otherwise you’ve expended a great deal of resources and taken quite the risk upon yourself for an unknown.”
“Oh everyone is an unknown child. Until you see them in action you have no way of knowing if they took to their studies in the slightest, or if there was anything more to them than the studies. To say nothing of how a person responds in an unknown situation.” Ungora states.
“Oh?”
“Yes. I know what you’re doing.” She says to him and he raises an eyebrow.
“I think it’s fairly obvious what I’m doing.” He says and she nods before reaching over and her finger flicks around the back of his horn. She pulls back with the grain of khutha and smiles.
“If you weren’t a fighter I wouldn’t have taken you. If you weren’t cunning I wouldn’t have taken you. If you weren’t loyal then I wouldn’t have taken you. Every reason I took you is another thing you will fight me with, I do not expect you to submit, indeed I expect you to fight. And fight. And fight.” She says.
“And I suppose I’m about to be punished.”
“Not at all! I applaud loyalty, cunning and patience. Even if the target of your loyalty is most unworthy.” She says and he sighs.
“I just don’t understand why La’ahbaron.” He states frankly and her eyebrows go up. “No truly, think of it. You clearly have the forces, resources and drive to conquer, but why La’ahbaron? Why fellow Ibu? You could have set up a new empire anywhere, why fight for one? Why slaughter people uninvolved in your ambitions and desires if you don’t have to?”
“My ambition is to rule, yes. But my desires? I am fulfilling them, piece by piece. You are part of that. Sue’Li is part of that. Your grandmother is part of that, your aunts, uncles, cousins, sisters, nieces and nephews are all part of it as are the people they rule over.”
“I find it hard to believe you have so involved and far seeing a plan considering how you acted before.”
“Do you think you’re the only one in this room that finds violence to be cathartic beyond all things?” She asks and Danburi nods.
“I thought you were dead, Lady Wurana.” He says and she pauses.
“... I was wondering what piece would give it away.” Wurana states. “But I did die, I found life everlasting when I was looking for death beyond death. I found immortality when I was looking for a way to destroy my own soul to make the pain stop.”
“Lady Ungora then?” He asks.
“Yes.” She says and he casts his mind back. His third indulgence. The THIRD time he had ever helped someone relieve themselves had been Lady Wurana, she had wept without end, drunk without pausing for breath and he had to stop her from drowning in her own vomit. She had broken his nose in return.
“You have made a recovery beyond anything I could give you.”
“I’ve changed. A lot.” She says before smiling. “Still, I didn’t forget that kindness. If you weren’t so resolute in your duties even back then, I wouldn’t be here. Although it took you some time to recognize me.”
“It’s been over a century, and we only met in person the once. I apologize for it taking so long.” Danburi says nearly biting his tongue as he thinks of and then dismisses a thousand and one topics. He’s in danger, severe danger.
“It’s surprising I’m remembered at all, for all that it took so long. I would have thought I was completely forgotten.”
“You weren’t. Your statue still stands in the hall of heroes. Your likeness still in stone and old name stamped in Axiom Ride.”
“That’s going to be one of the first things that change. All the useless extravagances stripped from the palaces and castles and put to the military.”
“... Does this mean I should stop crafting the Discretion Palaces?” He asks.
“No, those are needed.” She answers.
“And what about honouring the fallen and brave?” He asks.
“The dead don’t need Axiom Ride.” She says and he bites on his tongue. His first through fifth responses are to ask a rather pointed question that’s likely to infuriate the immortal warlady. And as an immortal himself, there is no real limit to the harm she can cause him. She catches the look in his eye. “And no, I haven’t forgotten them. But the living don’t need memorials.”
“What?! Your children were interred with full honours! They can’t be... the memorial! It was one of the first casualties in the opening of the war. You plundered their tombs and... did something.”
“Oh did something did I? Some Wimparas tart who had power handed to her revives the recently dead and she’s a goddess. I do it to the long dead and it’s: plundered their tomb and did something.”
“How?” He asks and her hand lashes out and he flinches back, spilling half the water on the floor. But she stops. The lower left side of his torso. Right on top of the numbness. The thing inside him that won’t let him die. She smiles at him.
“That’s how.”
“What do you want from me, really?” He asks.
“I want you to be a courtesan. The best courtesan, refined yet fierce. Mother cannot win little nephew. I know everything and I cannot die, my forces are inexhaustible and of unfailing loyalty. Even if the whole galaxy stands beside La’ahbaron, she dies.”
“But, she’s family! She’s your mother!”
“She’s Wurana’s mother.”
“It’s still kinslaying.” He half whispers.
“And her endless wars and paranoia slaughtering my children wasn’t?” Ungora asks before leaning over the tub and making sure to look him dead in the eyes even as he shrinks back as the fullness of the situation hammers in like blows from an orojo. “I gave everything to La’ahbaron and all I received was emptiness and misery so profound that even your best work could only keep me alive long enough to decide I needed more than mere death to stop the pain. La’ahbaron, empire and woman both, deserves to die.”
“Why does the empire deserve it?”
“They are complicit.”
“And... and your own forces? The endless Vish you send to their death?”
“We are crafted to serve.” Sue’Li says and he turns to see her fully. “Death is just an end of service.”
He turns back to Ungora as he tries to make some sense. His subversion has been wiped away, how much he cannot say, he knows who is holding him and it’s just made things far, far worse. But how did she return the dead to life?
“My cousins, how are they?” He asks and there is a flicker there. It’s gone almost as soon as it arrives. She’s not certain.
“They’re recovering.” She says.
“Any way I could help with that, honoured aunt?” He asks slowly and there it is again. Uncertainty. She’s been lying to him. At least in part. Likely to herself as well.
“No, not yet. They’re not ready for you yet.” She says and he nods.
“Of course Honoured Aunt. Now may I please have some privacy as I finish my bath?” He asks.
“Did you not want to hear more about how I learned of and mastered immortality?” She asks and his mind races for a moment. Then he steels himself despite his now pounding head and offers a smile.
“Yes, yes I do.” He answers.