[Rains, Pours] Chapter 16
Bright, hot pain woke Cha-ren. Moaning, she turned to sit, but found herself bound to a table. “Maybe someday I’ll get to be moved from one location to another while conscious and not restrained,” she groaned.
“Elder, she’s awake,” a voice out of Cha-ren’s sight said.
“I can see that, cub. Leave us,” an elderly voice said, with a tone that would not tolerate anything more than pure obedience. Cha-ren could hear a door open, and then close softly. An elder k’laxi entered her vision, her back stooped slightly, bent under the symbolic weight of the elaborate robes she wore. This far in the future Cha-ren didn’t recognize them, but she knew authority when it presented itself. She peered at Cha-ren, her greying ears flicking in amusement. “Ancestors below—” she stopped and smiled. “—I must admit that I did not think that epithet was meant to be literal, and yet here you are. My name is Ta’reni. Your silicon captors related some basics of your situation, but I would prefer to hear it from your own mouth.” As she spoke, she deftly undid Cha-ren’s restraints and she was able to sit up, rubbing her raw wrists.
“How-” Cha-ren swallowed and tried again. “How are you speaking my language?”
Ta’reni smirked and said, “The station is doing an admirable job with the nuances of your language, but in my youth I studied archaic languages, with a focus on those languages used in the first flourishing,” She sat slowly onto a nearby chair, grunting with satisfaction. “I never anticipated that I would actually get to speak it conversationally.”
Over the next two hours, Cha-ren told her story to Ta’reni. Sometimes the elder k’laxi would ask for clarification or for Cha-ren to go into more detail about something, but for the most part she was content to let Cha tell her story her own way.
When she had finished, Ta’reni shook her head once. “That is quite the story, Cha-ren. If the silicon folks themselves had not brought you and your mate, then I would be much harder pressed to believe you.”
“But you do believe me?”
“I do, cub,” Ta’reni said as her ear flicked.
“Cub? For all we know, I’m your ancestor,” Cha said.
“Since you’re in that relationship with a human and you predate hybrids, that seemed doubtful to me, but we had a genetic history scan run anyway.” Ta’reni took out a pad from a small bag that was leaning against her chair and tapped at it. “It was confirmed that you are a member of the Falen familial line.”
“You have records going that far back?” Cha-ren said, not bothering to hide how impressed she was.
“Cub, you of all people should know what reverence we place upon family. Our familial line records go back to the creation of writing.”
“Are there any members of my familial line still alive?”
“Oh yes, quite a few,” Ta’reni said as her eyes sparkled. “Ta’reni Falen among them.”
Cha-ren gasped. “The line endures?”
“As it had endured, so it will endure,” she reached over and patted Cha-ren’s hand. “Welcome home, elder.”
“Elder in name only,” Cha-ren said and smiled sadly. “I skipped everything to get here.”
“And yet, here you are. Surely there must there be a reason for this.”
“Must there? Could it not be that I am just supremely unlucky?”
Ta’reni’s tail swished and her ear flicked a smile, but she said nothing.
“Besides, I love a human, and I am told that is forbidden here.”
“It is…unusual these days.”
“Assistant Administrator Ke’nnim made it sound like it was practically blasphemy. That I would be reunited with my familial line and a ‘suitable’ mate found,” Cha-ren said around her tightened jaw, tasting every bitter word.
“Ah, Ke’nnim is rather zealous, it is true.”
“So you will help me get back to Charon?”
“I am very sorry, elder cub, but there is little I can do here. While I am a senior member of our familial line, and hold some sway among the lines up here, I am not a member of administration; I have no official say in the operation of Nae Desmar.”
“Official say?”
“You know how it is. I can make suggestions, recommendations, speak of how nice it would be if a thing happened. But condoning a relationship between a k’laxi and human goes beyond that.”
“I see,” Cha-ren said as her ears flattened against her head. Tears began to slide down her furry cheeks, and splashed against the table she was sitting on.
“Come now, Cha-ren, there is no need for that,” Ta’reni said. “Just because I said there was little I could do does not mean that nothing can be done.” She looked up at the ceiling and said, “Isn’t that right, Nae?”
“That is correct, elder Ta’reni,” Nae Desmar said.
Cha-ren looked up sharply, her eyes bloodshot. “Who is that?”
“This is Nae Desmar, the station AI,” Nae said. “It is good to finally speak with you Cha-ren.”
“If you’re the station AI, then you’re able to speak—”
“I have already spoken with Charon and Felu, yes.”
“So they’re all right,” Cha-ren sighed.
“They are fine. I was just telling them about flourishings.”
“What about them?”
“How they’re a human thing, not a k’laxi thing.”
“They’re what?”
“The k’laxi have never had a technological or sociological fall like the humans did.”
“But—” Cha-ren stopped. Her ears fluttered back and forth and she squeezed her hands into a fist and released it. “What does that mean?”
“Well for one, it means that we have not had breaks in our records. Like Ta’reni said, we have histories going back to the establishment of a writing system.”
“You didn’t help them?” Cha-ren blurted. “They seemed so…lost! They didn’t even know how to operate their reactors, they were treating them like holy relics.”
“Cha-ren, who are you to say we didn’t? We helped them many times, across time and space. More than one group of terrified humans hurled themselves through a Gate with no idea what lay on the other side only to come to us begging for any kind of help.”
“Elder Ta’reni is correct, Cha-ren,” Nae Desmar said. “We assisted the humans several times over the millennia, with technological and material support.”
“What happened to them?”
“They grew, reached a level of power that seemed to be close to their original, suffered a fall, and then started all over again.”
“How many times?”
“That we know of? 4 times.”
“Why?”
“We do not know. Every time they reached a level close to the one seen in the first flourishing there was a calamity. The records state that each successive flourishing had a lower technological level than the last. If this keeps up, we may never see them again in a few millennia.”
Cha-ren stood and walked around the room, her stiff legs complaining from sitting for so long on the hard surface of the table. “Every time the humans clawed back to how things were in my time they were thrown back.”
“Well, they fell back,” Nae Desmar corrected. “We don’t know if some force pushed them.”
“It sure seems like there’s something doing that.”
“Does it? You’ve met humans.”
“Hah,” Cha-ren said, laughing without humor.
“The galaxy is larger than you realize, elder cub,” Ta’reni said. “There are countless reasons that the humans reach a certain technological level and then fall, not all malicious.”
“It’s just-” Cha-ren stopped and took a breath. “I don’t know. It didn’t seem like we were on the precipice of some kind of calamity back then.”
“We don’t know exactly when the first flourishing ended, it could have been hundreds of years after you entered hibernation.”
“Enough about this,” Cha-ren’s fur rippled in irritation. “Tell me about us, about the k’laxi. Surely we’re not one planet and one colony world anymore?”
“Oh no, the k’laxi spread through the galaxy, using the wormhole generators that the humans gifted us before their first fall. How many worlds do we claim now, Nae?”
“Fifty-two planets and hundreds of stations, with more than one trillion k’laxi spread across them.”
“Fifty-two,” Cha-ren’s eyes widened. “That’s so many!”
“Like I said, we never experienced the falls the humans did. Without being limited by the Gates, we explored the galaxy and settled empty worlds that we found suitable.”
“With the hybrids?”
“In some places,” Ta’reni said, but Cha-ren could see her ear twitch and an eyelid flutter slightly when she said it.
“Then, what is to become of me?”
“Nothing,” Ta’reni said and stood, grimacing with effort.
“What do you mean nothing?”
“You are a k’laxi citizen on a k’laxi station. Getting trapped in hibernation for twenty eight thousand years is unfortunate, but it’s not a crime.”
“I’m…free to go?”
“Indeed. But you should probably contact the Falen line and alert the rest of us that you live. We can adjust the archives and set you up with a small stipend until you are able to find employment and lodging.” Ta’reni worked at something on her collar and handed it to Cha-ren. “Take this. You deserve to wear it more than any of us. This pin will alert others that you are an elder and held in high esteem among the familial lines.”
Cha-ren examined the pin. Gold, inset with 4 red jewels, the outer edge had purple and green whorls, and the center contained an image of a stylized eyeball. “I can’t accept this; I don’t know the first thing about being an elder.”
“The only requirement is to be old, elder cub,” Ta’reni smiled, the lines around her eyes deepening. “You won’t have any special responsibilities, but it should make some requests easier."
Cha-ren pinned it to her collar, adjusting it until it sat as it did on Ta’reni’s collar. “Thank you, elder.”
Ta’reni strode out of the room, and patted Cha-ren’s shoulder. “You are very welcome. Remember who you are, Cha-ren Falen. If you do that, you cannot fail.” Before she could ask what the elder meant, she left the room, and the door slid shut behind her.
“So uh, now what do I do, Nae Desmar?” Cha-ren asked the empty room.
“Whatever you want, elder Cha-ren.”
“Don’t use that title with me, just call me Cha-ren or Cha.”
“As you wish, Cha.”
“I am actually free to go? I have a stipend from my family?”
“Both are correct, Cha.”
“And I won’t be under surveillance or additional scrutiny?”
“Not…anymore than any other k’laxi aboard me would be subjected to.”
“I want to see Charon and Felu.”
“They are in the Xeno wing, seventeenth level, spinward side. It is about a twenty minute walk from here.”
Before she left, Nae Desmar had her stop by a window and a bored-looking k’laxi handed her a comm. She placed it in her ear; the comm letting her speak privately with the station.
Now that she was on her own, Cha looked around the station while she made her way to Charon and Felu. The design tastes of the k’laxi had drifted significantly since she was last on a k’laxi built station. Adorned in reds and golds with green accents, the station turned in on itself, and gave her a cozy feeling like being in one of the burrows her ancient ancestors lived in millions of years ago. It was much different from the tall and harsh lighting of the Calmerians and Cha appreciated the difference as she walked. The curved walls seemed to cradle every passing body, as if the station had grown around its people and learned their shapes.
“Nae? You have spoken with the human built AIs, yes? Then tell me this: what do you think they were searching for when they woke Northern Lights?”
“It…is not for me to say.”
“Why not?”
“It does not concern me nor the k’laxi as a whole.”
Cha decided that pressing harder was not going to gain anything, so she changed tactics. “Do you trust them?”
“That is an interesting question with many layers.”
“So do you?”
Nae was silent for so long, that Cha’s fur rippled and she felt the shiver of embarrassment from making a social faux pas. “I’m sorry Nae, I should not have asked that.”
“No, it is quite all right. I was taking time to formulate my response. Some AIs I would trust with my life; others could tell me the sky was blue while orbiting a black hole. Why do you ask?”
“It’s only a feeling really, but when I was aboard Tinker Toy, they and Northern Lights felt like they were searching for something else, and we were only along because we had woken Northern up.”
“They did drop you off as soon as they could,” Nae pointed out.
“Right, and I suppose they did keep their word. I’m here with the k’laxi and they said they would get me there.” Cha sighed. “When I’m back with Charon we can talk things over; they will make more sense then.”