u/JokerJoseph

At the beginning of the year, I set more goals and more exercises. I am looking over what I accomplished in 6 months and realized there are some things I need to change. I am getting a bit tired of the gym at this point, and while I will continue it, I feel like I need to supplement something else.

I have started swimming at the beginning of the year; however, I haven't been swimming at all this summer cause my job requires me to swim in a pool nearly every day, and I am tired of it. I have looked up some other arm exercises, and I thought that anything with a punching bag would be good to do. Any other suggestions?

If you don't already know, in Breaking Bad Saul was supposed to be the one to clean up Jesse's apartment after Jane dies. This was because Bob Odenkirk wasn't available during the filming of that episode so they wrote Mike. After watching both shows, I cannot see Saul doing that whatsoever.

However I wonder if and how Better Call Saul would have been if they went with that original plan?

What I think might have happened that Jimmy would have been more unhinged as a child, which might lead to Chuck being more antagonist and make it more obvious that he doesn't want his brother to be a lawyer. There was also be much more harmful schemes.

But that is just my idea, what do you guys think?

(Sorry, this is a long post; I have many thoughts.)

Some context: I still live with my parents(didn't have a choice to live in the dorms), and they are paying for my college. I don't have any close enough friends (and understanding) to ask for help. The town I live in is close-knit, and I can't word/gossip goes around quickly. So I have to do this alone. My parents are the pushy and harassing type, so they could easily belittle and corner me.

My original plan was to move out after I graduate. It's just a matter of how I would move out. Here is what I was thinking:

1. The Safe Option - Graduate, act like everything is fine between us, and have them help me move out. This is so I can keep all of my items and don't have to spend money on stuff like a bed or desk. A few months and more money saved, I would find a different place to live, change my name, and a different job, and email my family saying that I want to cut contact with them. I don't like this option because: I would have to walk for graduation(I don't want to celebrate the most miserable years of my life), they might call the police and file a missing persons report, and go to great lengths to try to find me cause 'there were no signs for this'. I guess this could be said about any way I cut them off, but it just makes me nervous since there is a grace period, and that I can't just immediately live my life. However, this is probably the most cost-effective one.

2. Wanted option - When I finally find my graduation date, I hide it from my parents, miss graduation, wait until I get my degree in the mail, and move the hell out and make it very clear I don't want anything to do with them. There are many issues with this. I don't know what emails parents get when someone applies for graduation. I don't know if I'll have enough money to move out and get a place to live. I do not know how I can lie and keep up with the lie.

I know this is a lot, but if anyone else has dealt with a similar situation, what have you done?