I used to be a very empathetic person but now I have trouble feeling empathy. I can still feel it but is very dull. People are very cruel and I feel drained. I don't belong in this world and it is making me sick
These are mine:
-depression
-anxiety
-paranoia
-insomnia
-muscle weakness
-lack of motivation
-hypersexuality
I'm scared to die. Not death itself but the dying process. I don't know how it will happen and having dissociation makes it even worse
Im 30 years old and have accomplished nothing in my life. This year I lost 35 lbs and want to lose another 30. I know it is a good achievement but I still feel like I am behind everyone. I feel unmotivated to do anything. Even typing this took some effort for me. Im just trying to make my life as easy as I can. I learned how to deal with my triggers but I still feel very insecure about myself. I hate to sound like a victim being indian I feel like people hate me for no reason. It makes me angry. India has a lot of flaws but every country does. I could have dealt with this by ignoring it but having dissociation makes me feel very drained and defeated. Why continue when there is no point?
I used to have big goals but now I don't really care anymore. Dissociation has made me realize how meaningless life is. People might judge but they never had dissociation
I get suicidal thoughts everyday but i don't planon acting on it. Life is not good for many people and I don't like to pretend that it is. Id rather be realistic
I can't connect to anything. I feel stressed and anxious. Even simple things takes me a long time. I am tired of coping. Should I just end it?
dissociation makes me very angry towards people and their selfishness. I try to avoid people because they are all evil
I lost 30 lbs and feel lighter. I wamt to lose another 30 lbs.
I need some tips on how to study while being dissociated
I get suicidal thoughts everyday. Im wondering if this is common or is itnsomething I should be concerned about
I feel very self conscious I l. One day I was at the park and some guy called me a dog. Other people were watching. I was too dissociated for his words to have a big impact but it still hurt. I wonder if this is how people think of me
Life feels like a nightmare. I dont know how to be happy anymore. I lost myself
I have trouble getting aroused because my brain doesn't process any visual cues. I can get aroused but it takes more effort. Im trying to eat healthy and excercise.
does anyone feel this way. Its like the core of my consiousness is focused in a small part on the right side of my head. Its very uncomfortable and disorienting.
I feel nervous to be in public. My eyes look frozen. Im scared of people judging me. I have very flat affect because of dissociation
Does anyone watch porn to feel more grounded.
I used to suffer from social anxiety but recovered. I still sometimes feel anxious due to dissociation. I think this is because I become very aware of myself. I hate my reflection in the mirror.
My brain feels like its turned off. I dont know what to do anymore. Its painful living with this