u/Ju_llie

Just wanted to know if anyone else feels like shit if they don’t purge. Trying my best not to start I’ve been in recovery for maybe 9 ish months. Not long but I’ve gained a stone in that time, now all of a sudden every time I’m eating I’m burdened with this dread that I need to get rid of the food I’ve eaten. It’s to the point where I’m considering going back. If someone is going through bulimia can you remind me how shit it was as everything is telling me to go back.