Please, not again... I'm not ready for this.

Hello everyone, I hope you’re all doing well. First, I can try to write this in english

I’m honestly really worried about what happened in this latest chapter. First of all, I have to say that I absolutely loved how the sensei drew Mio and Kurose. Their interactions and the moments they shared were probably the highlight of the chapter for me. The art was incredible, and I really enjoyed seeing them together.

But then… what happened at the end genuinely shocked me. I’m not exaggerating when I say that I’m actually worried about Mio.

I really hope the sensei isn’t planning to make Mio’s story go the same way as Kaori’s. Because if that happens… I honestly think a lot of people are going to be devastated, and I’ll probably be the first one crying my eyes out.

I’ve really grown attached to this manga and especially to Mio-senpai. I really don’t want her to disappear without ever being able to tell Kurose that she likes him—or without the two of them having the chance to properly express their feelings to each other.

I feel like that would be absolutely heartbreaking, not only for the characters but for the readers as well. And personally, it would hit me really hard.

Maybe I’m overreacting, and I know I’m probably getting way too emotionally invested in the story, but honestly… that’s how I feel right now. It genuinely feels like I’m inside the story with them, and that’s why this chapter affected me so much.

What do you guys think? Do you think I’m worrying too much, or do you also have a bad feeling about what might happen to Mio?

I’d honestly like to hear your thoughts because I need someone to calm me down a little.

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u/Juannenn — 8 days ago

This arc its to real to ignore.

It took me quite a while to write this.

Not because I didn't know what to say, but because I wanted every word to come from the deepest place in my heart. These last two chapters left me with so many emotions that I needed time to process them before putting my thoughts into words.

I'm not writing this to convince anyone or to argue with different opinions. I simply wanted to share how these chapters made me feel and why I believe they're far more meaningful than they might seem at first glance. I’d like to apologize in advance if my English is a bit poor; I’m using this to practice my writing.

Firt of all, I hope everyone is doing well.

I'd like to share my thoughts on Chapters 62 and 63. I won't repeat everything that has already been said by other readers, but I do think it's important to talk about these chapters because I believe understanding them allows all of us to appreciate the story a little more calmly.

Chapter 62:

What struck me the most was finally seeing just how overwhelmed Yamada truly is.!<

Her anxiety, the pressure from work, her responsibilities, and everything surrounding Noma have slowly piled up on her shoulders until she reached her breaking point. She's no longer making decisions because she wants to she's making them because she's emotionally exhausted.

A few weeks ago, I made a post comparing Yamada's situation to real life in Japan, and after reading this chapter, I feel even more convinced about that comparison.

Jinushi-sensei isn't simply writing drama. He's portraying something painfully real.

Many Japanese readers immediately understood Yamada because they've experienced that same crushing pressure themselves. The expectation to always endure, to never complain, to keep working no matter how exhausted you are... Yamada became a reflection of countless people trapped in that reality.

That's what made these chapters hit so hard. Oono-san's conversation with Yamada was also incredibly important. She didn't comfort her with empty words. She told her exactly what she needed to hear.

Sometimes the people who care about us the most are the ones willing to confront us when we're losing ourselves. Oono wasn't trying to hurt Yamada she wanted to stop her from sinking even deeper. Her advice came from experience, from genuine concern, and because she could clearly see that Yamada was carrying a burden she could no longer bear alone.

Then came the conversation between Yamada and Sasaki… Honestly… That scene completely shattered me.

For a moment, all I could think was:

"Please... don't fight. Please don't let this become one of those misunderstandings that leaves permanent scars."

But looking back, that conversation was absolutely necessary. For the first time, Yamada finally let her walls crumble. She wasn't pretending to be strong anymore. She wasn't smiling through the pain. She wasn't hiding behind professionalism. She simply broke.

And who was standing in front of her when that happened? Sasaki. Not her coworkers. Not anyone else. Sasaki. To me, that says everything.

The moment Yamada desperately said she didn't want him to leave… that line reached the deepest part of my heart. It wasn't about dependency. It wasn't about romance alone.

It was the cry of someone who had finally found a place where she could be vulnerable without being judged.

Throughout the entire conversation, Sasaki remained incredibly patient and gentle. He never tried to force his opinions onto her. Instead, he gave her exactly what she needed most:

Someone willing to listen. Someone willing to stay. Someone who accepted every painful emotion she had been suppressing for so long. At work, Yamada couldn't tell anyone how broken she really was. But with Sasaki...

She finally allowed herself to release all that anger, frustration, fear, and sadness that had been suffocating her.

To me, that's one of the strongest signs of trust a person can give. And that's why I believe one conclusion has become undeniable: Sasaki is no longer just someone important in Yamada's life. He's become her emocional anchor. The person who reminds her she doesn't have to face everything alone.

The thought of losing him terrifies her because she knows that without someone like Sasaki beside her, she'd probably return to the lonely version of herself that kept every emotion locked away.

Chapter 63:

I genuinely believe Yamada did the right thing by apologizing to everyone at work. Admitting you've hurt people isn't easy. Especially when you're already struggling with yourself.

Her apology to Oono felt particularly meaningful. Instead of criticizing her again, Oono continued guiding her forward and even brought Sasaki into the conversation.

That wasn't accidental. It was a reminder that trusting others isn't weakness. It's what allows us to survive difficult moments.

I think Yamada is slowly beginning to understand that she doesn't have to carry every burden alone.

As for Sasaki… I actually believe his trip to Hokkaido will become much more important than it seems.

Whoever he meets there may help him understand something he hasn't fully realized yet that supporting someone like Yamada isn't about fixing all of her problems.

It's about staying beside her while she fights through them. I honestly believe this trip will give Sasaki a new perspective, and when he returns, he'll be even more prepared to understand Yamada's feelings.

That's why I'm not worried. I think this temporary distance will ultimately bring them closer together.

Was this conflict necessary?

Without question.

Yes.

Relationships aren't built only through happy moments.

They're built through misunderstandings, vulnerability, fear, tears, forgiveness, and learning how to stay beside someone even when everything feels like it's falling apart.

Loving someone doesn't mean only sharing the good days.

It means choosing to remain there during the worst ones too.

And I believe that's exactly what Jinushi-sensei is trying to show us.

Final Thoughts:

If I'm being honest… This arc has been emotionally exhausting. It's mature. It's realistic.

Sometimes it's even painful to read because it reflects struggles that many people silently carry every day.

But I completely trust Jinushi-sensei. He's taking his time because stories like this need time. I truly believe he's carefully preparing something beautiful.

Like a chef slowly crafting a Michelin-star meal, every ingredient needs its moment before the final dish is served.

That's exactly how I feel about this arc. I'm 100% convinced that Yamada and Sasaki will overcome this together. When this storm finally passes, I believe we'll look back at these chapters as the emotional foundation that made their relationship stronger than ever.

And if I'm wrong… Well… You can hold me accountable. I'd even bet my Reddit account on it. Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this. I'd genuinely love to hear your thoughts as well.

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u/Juannenn — 3 months ago