Frustrated with God…angry…Need prayers or advice or anything.
I am so sad that I honestly feel hopeless right now.
I know this may sound like a first world problem, but I am so tired of struggling.
Long story short, I’ve needed a car for years. I recently moved to another state and got hired for a job that requires me to have one, so my husband and I dug deep into our savings and financed a car. Last night, through no fault of my own, I got into an accident and my car is most likely totaled. I’ve had it for less than two months.
We do have another car, but my husband works in a different city and needs it for work.
I am SO thankful that nobody was hurt or killed. I truly am. But I’m still really sad. I genuinely don’t know what I’m going to do next.
If the car is totaled, I can’t afford to replace it. But I literally need a car to do my job. I just feel lost.
I’ve been trying to pray, read the Word, and worship anyway, but I’m still heartbroken.
I know God doesn’t owe me anything, but this hurts so much because I know He allowed it to happen.