Uhm guys is this normal?
Alright² I'm a 18 (F), and I've been like... Always have masturbating using finger or object that average size, since like... Idk maybe in 14-16 something like that age (yeah i know, I'm too young to do that), but I'll always ended up bleeding, at first i was really worried, and scared to go to the doctor (Still), but whenever that happens I'll stop like 2-3 days, it's stopped bleeding usually on day 2... And learn bit on internet maybe because I'm being too rough... The bleeding always weren't period since my blood period is always dark, while the blood that'll leaks always bit brighter colours of the period blood... I was used to it till recently, I the blood literally like jelly?? Is that normal? It's not period jelly blood, it's still same shade as always, but somehow thick and very jelly like... I don't know what to do, and i can't really got to doctors since i don't have transport, my mom always drive me if i want to go anywhere, she's religious, so i can't really tell her about it, otherwise I'll be dead fr... And even if i lied that i have fever and want to go to doctors, she'll will follow me to speak with the doctor... I can't just tell her i want to go alone... So this is why i want to ask, do any of you also happen to experience something like this? If so was it really normal? How do i stop bleeding whenever I'm masturbating?