u/JuliePBJ

Hi! I have a history of SA, one by a partner and one by a friend.

I am in a serious relationship that I am trying so hard to make work. It’s been about 7 years since I’ve slept with someone.

I have been having memory gaps with my partner when being intimate. She says I am initiating oral sex with her and I am appearing to enjoy it. I don’t remember this. It’s really messing with my head.

Is this normal? I’m desperate. I feel like there’s something incredibly wrong with me.