Ever since I found out I was pregnant it has been the scariest thing I have ever gone through. This is my first time ever getting pregnant. I started getting really terrible nausea at just 4 weeks, on top of the morning sickness is an all day thing for me (still is).
My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and we found out I was pregnant last month (April 11th), the first signs were I missed my period so we pretty much knew I was pregnant, I took a test and yep the test said positive. We were pretty shocked, so we took another one and it said positive as-well. We had a very long conversation on what we should do because money is tight and a baby is just not the smartest choice for us at the moment.
It feels like the worst choice to have to make, but we decided to order abortion pills. Well since money has been tight about a week ago we ordered the pills and they just came in yesterday.
I plan to take the first dose today (may 6th), I haven’t decided if I want to take them this morning (it’s 4am right now) or night because I go to work at 4pm today. I have been doing lots of research and yes it says the first dose isn’t the worst but still people have cramping aswell as bleeding and considering I’m a server I can not be in pain working running around trying to keep a positive attitude for my tables if I’m experiencing pain.
I definitely will be taking my first dose today but I haven’t decided when. I will 100% update on how everything goes but I came on here to get peoples experiences or advice because I am so nervous. I will have my boyfriend with me the next few days he took off work to make sure I have comfort. I took off Thursday and Friday to make sure I have enough time to let my body not be in extreme pain as since people have said most people shake back pretty easy after everything.
Please share your stories and advice, it is much needed as I am already a very anxious person.