Naki paghiwalay BF ko after namin mag share bg kinks
Problem/Goal: Na Off/ Naki pag hiwalay si BF after namin mag share ng kinks kahapon
Throw away account pala to kasi marami friends ko alam main reddit account ko
Context: Me (F24) and BF (29) magkasama kahapon and while chilling and kwentuhan napunta kami sa topics about kinks since fresh pa lang RS namin (going 4months na sana).
We did share naman and was honest sa previous experiences namin and body counts and tanggap ko naman at siya rin daw mga past namin
So eto na nga naabot kami sa kinks, i was the one initiated it as a sign of lambing also to explore more about us, soo ayun na kwento nya sakanya, outdoor,beach, forest livemaking etc² not so wild naman
Nung siya naman nag ask saakin, i honestly said na gusto ko maka pag try ng threesome or gangbang with 4 guys, since fantasy ko nga yun and i was being honest, he laughed at it naman and parang wala lang sakanya tho oarang he brushed it off lang like parang wala lang sa kanya soo nag move on yung topic to another one and until the night came and hinatid nya na ako pauwi.
Kanina umaga napansin ko na hindi na sha nag good morning message so ako na umuna, no replies so i ttied to call hindi sinagot, then nung nag hapon nag chat na sha, saying in short,
Hindi nya daw expect na ganun ang fantasies ko and nag iba daw paningin nya saakin, he is scared baka daw maulit yung nangyari sa past nya (3 exes cheated) and baka hindi ko daw ma control sarili ko if the opportunity comes (eto din na share ko sakanya before about my ONS na di ko na control) also he said na unfair daw sa part ko na hindi nya mabigay yung thing na gusto so it's better for me to find someone DAW na sasakay sa trip ko
I was shocked until now about it, i know pangit yung past ko and i was honest naman dun pero nag backfire ehh
Gusto and love ko talaga sha, i wanna fight pero di ko alam ano magagawa ko hirap kasi i defend, i hope my ma-advice kayo saakin please 🙏🙏
Previous Attempts: wala pa, i wanna hear thoughts from other people, i can't share with my friends din since close friends ko di nila alam hidden secrets ko.
Thanks in advance