u/Jumpy_Role5895

We broke up, and now we are in a weird type of relationship purgatory. You've started hiding things, and making obvious excuses and lying about unnecessary things. All under the guise of us trying to work on being together again. But all this time and questioning has led me to fall further and further out of love with you. Im not getting upset with the secrets, lies, and distance. I used to, because I cared. But now? Now, you have pushed me so far that I don't think we will ever come back from this. Im not in love with you anymore. The things I found cute about you now annoy me. Your jokes aren't funny anymore. We still are intimate together, and that's the only reason I have you come over anymore. I don't even want to cuddle you. I don't want to talk about our days. I don't want to know how you're doing, probably because I know you're doing just fine... and that hurts. I wish one of us was strong enough to call it quits, but for whatever reason, we haven't. Whether it's because we don't want to or feel like we can't, I couldn't tell you. But all I know is that this just isn't what I want anymore.