u/Junior-Ad1386

I gave birth on 11.4. Since then Ive had almost no sleep, trouble with achieving deep latch, UTI and uti symptoms lingering even after antibiotics, i also have issues with uterus involution. My boobs hurt most of the time, i need to pee every 30-60 minutes even at night, i feel insane pressure in my lower belly, even if my daughter sleeps well and i my urine seems ok. I dont know how to read my daughters cues, I dont know how to handle her. I have no regrets, I feel blesses to have her. But this is way too hard. I have history with pelvic floor issues, so I feel really hopeless about my prospects… i would ideally need to see more doctors, but it feels impossible while taking care of my daughter, mainly because breastfeeding is relentless and i have not even tried to do it outside my house, since i struggle inside. I just dont know how to keep going. Im going to see my therapist and talk to my psychiatrist but i just dont know how to take care of my daughter when im feeling physically so miserable all the time. Her dad tries to help, but unfortunately due ti his work situation he cant be here all the time. I also get help from my my mom, sister, LC and postpartum douka, but it still feels like i cant get well and take care of my child at the same time…anyone else experience this? Any advice? Im runnin on fumes