u/Just_A_RN

Does anyone know when season 3 starts? I can't seem to get a locked in date. But it sounds like sometime in 2027?

So here is the background so you will better understand.

The players. Myself 25-m and my boyfriend 36-m. We have known each other for I think four years friends for that long. Kinda started dating four months ago officially dating two months ago.

Looking back at my past and all the relationships I've been in there is one common things between all of them. Which is I have never said "I love you" to any of the men I've been in relationships with. It doesn't mean I didn't love them. I loved them in some capacity. But those three words have never come out of my mouth.

My high school boyfriend we broke up because I was moving.

My college boyfriend I came close. I did love him. He could been the one. But we both were moving. But I still never said it.

Work boyfriend number one he wanted to get married. I didn't want to.

Work boyfriend number two wanted me to change my body.

Reenter high school boyfriend and things were going great until he decided he wanted to go into the military and wanted sell my house and follow him.

In the background of all this was my old neighbor who is eleven years older than me and has treated me better than any of the above mentioned. I've known him about three years and truthfully I adore him. He really truly is amazing. He is currently separated from his wife and he has kids. So there are some complications. But things happened and somehow we got into a relationship. We both look back and we think that this is something that has been building and finally fell into place. He has never in his life been with a guy. Never even thought about it. But with me there has been something different. The truth is he has treated me better than any of the other men I have had in my life. And things happened. And I finally said "I love you." to him.

I thought I wrecked this. I thought I screwed this up pretty badly and I wanted to so desperately take the words back. But he said it back to me. without hesitation.Out of all the men above. I can actually see a future with him. I could never envision any kind of a future with any of the others.

Did I screw this up? When I broke up with my last boyfriend I really had no interest in any kind of a relationship. But I can't not see him in my life now. For the first time EVER it feels right. I feel happy.