u/Just_Dibya

Ht registration is even worse now, today in a ranked that we would have won, each time I was using glaz as attacker and no matter how many bullets I am firing from smoke nobody was dying even though castle was staring right into my soul through the smoke, it's damn frustrating at this rate. stacked with 3 different teams today and each time I open mic to point out there stupid behavior (who tf reinforces mira's side soft wall even though i explained not to do it since mira wasn't one of our stack) or even call out I hear 50 shades of mom slurs. and it's the case of everyday. I am just going to leave the game at this rate, not worth the bullshitery going on.

So hello, Dibya here. I have been in a serious relationship since the last November. And I need some advice with things.

So first is that my gf and I have a huge height gap, I am 5'9 and she's 4'7. She's very insecure about this, although I don't have problem with this she says people view us like we are siblings or even worse, parent and a child. I just need some advice in how to make her feel more confident about herself, I compliment her whenever I can since to me she's so smoll, cute and beautiful.

2nd is that she's very possessive and jealous but is passive sometimes which eats from her inside. she has made me her entire reason to exist and I am worried since I can't guarantee whether I can make it to the future or not. I want her to find other things which can at least be few other reason she might want to live for, like some aim and some dream, she says she wants to be a lawyer but has a terrible family (except for her dad who's very understanding and caring towards her). I have told her about these thoughts of mine and she decided to double down on her possessiveness and she even feels jealous of my male friends but isn't abusive, communicates and says to me to spend time with her if I can.

3rd is that an a hole back in our high school (we recently graduated) used to be very egoistic and made filthy slurs for girls. while even if not very big, he named her "Gundi" which is the female equivalent of a thug in my local language and it has taken deep roots in her mind that each time she gets overwhelmed or something bad happens with her she starts to call herself that, gets into deep self hate and says like I should find someone better, while I have the same thoughts (since there's a bit of craziness in me and I have glorified the idea of removing my existence as the only cure to stop feeling, so I wanted her to find someone who's better and doesn't spends his day drowning in these thoughts but I am a little better now) I know that I shouldn't share them since she's already so fragile and I don't want to see her hurt again.

so I am the person who made a post regarding their friend who had left his home. He has returned two days ago through train as he went to vrindavan without telling his parents. I am sorry that informed it late as I was busy with diarrhea. so he has returned and we are more than happy. just wanted to tell that.

lately no matter what I do I can't play good in ranked. enemies are the same, aren't even checking corridors or door frames for kapkan/frost traps but they are good at holding areas though. Idk why I am playing like I am high on every additives known to man, or is that after I bought new ops I forgot how to even play?

just asking for fun. I have met so many players I have played with. Same username in the game so some recognised me. although I am eager to play with few more I have met here like the glaz main with monika pfp on this sub reddit.

so guys lately I am not getting the red diamond mark with deimos that we deimos mains usually got. is there's some sort of settings that I have accidentally turned on or what? cause it's so problematic in ranked now.

Just like how bandit tricking works but in here there's a little difference that thermite or hibana don't lose their utility.

so today I bought smoke, I already have bought thatcher too and now I aiming for glaz next. But I don't really get how to play smoke since unlike mate's smg it runs out of ammo quickly and I only know one tip about keeping his till it's 30 secs. I know how to play thatcher too but I am getting cooked for a while now. I want some advice on both.