Starting Over?
Hey ladies, new member of the club a few months into 30 here.
Do you ever feel the desperate need to just... restart? I live in the town I grew up in, I just closed what I thought was my dream business (literally yesterday), I feel stuck in my current job, but I'm struggling to get interviews for something with better pay and benefits. I never thought I'd get to 30 without a partner and kids, but the only thing on the horizon is a man who lives states away and has multiple factors preventing anything from locking in at the moment. I've also recently been diagnosed with mild anxiety and depression, though those seem to be circumstantial due to a sticky situation I'm trying to find a way out of.
And yet, I feel bad complaining. I have wonderful friends. My parents are supportive of my dreams. I have an incredible church home. But this week especially I've looked around and realized... I hate my current life. Not in a "I want to end it all" way, but in a "dear GOD I need this all to change immediately" way.
I guess... I'm looking for advice? Encouragement? Reassurance? Is this a normal thing at 30? I just wish I could wake up tomorrow and be in an entirely new situation, yknow?