i don't have any true friends please help me
Every time I'm sitting in my room scrolling, a very daunting feeling comes to me. I don't have anyone to talk to or hang out with. I just sit in my room in complete silence and don't talk to anyone. I have a "friend group," but we just sit together at lunch and talk to each other; they don't do anything outside of school. I also swim with some people, and I know some people from the "cool kids" at my school. The thing is, all of them talk to each other, and I don't. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, and I'm just floating around. I asked out two girls this year, trying to cure my loneliness, thinking that if I had someone who purposefully loved me, I wouldn't be as lonely. One clowned me and bullied me with her friends, and the other rejected me in the most condescending way possible. School is coming to an end, and I can't stand to spend another summer doing research and online classes by myself again. I need to change something, but I don't know what to do. How am I supposed to cure my loneliness?