I've taken a new job at Chewy. I'm using my pen name there. I'm hoping people will start asking why I'm doing that. Trying to promote the book is so hard , Pete. I wish you were here to help. I wish you were here, period. I miss you love. I hope you see these.
I'm feeling like my life went sideways after 2023. The man I love has recently disappeared, I'm only recently getting back to work after being fired over an accident at work, that wasn't my fault. Can someone tell me why I feel cursed?
There's a man I love who's recently disappeared. I am worried about him very much. Can any one tell me if he's gonna turn up soon. I miss him terribly. He was last seen in Looe, Cornwall, England. I haven't been able to speak to him for 7 months because of his ex girlfriend being a jealous person. She is also a practitioner of witchcraft.
I am glad you did. You needed away from there. Maybe you finally read my posts here. If so, I'm hoping you left Kharis too. You deserve better than her. I'm not saying pick me, but she is/was hurting you. Whether you believe it or not, I was always on your side and I never tried to stalk you. After I was blocked, I felt I should try to fix myself. Not for you, but because of you. I've recently surpassed 1200 days on Duolingo. You encouraged me to start that. I just never quit. I hope this reaches you.
I'm staying with my parents for a bit until I get a job. I'm unemployed for the moment. Been so for about 2 months. I wish you would consider contacting me. My number hasn't changed. And I miss you. Pete, please find a way to talk to me. I just want to know you are okay. I love you
Jen
I'm sending a book to you, Peter. Actually I'm sending to someone else, but they are going to show it to you. This person is also going to get a letter addressed to you, for your eyes only. In it I will explain everything I have been through in the last several months. And I will include my phone number, so you can call me when you feel it's safe. We need to talk. I have suffered long enough I believe. This pain needs to end, yours and mine. I promised I wouldn't quit until I got justice.
I love you, Pete. I'm not giving up until I get the full story. I'm persistent, not psychotic.
J
I still love you Pete, and that love won't stop. No matter how much Kharis doesn't want it to continue, I'm not going to just stop feeling something this real, this raw. You and I are connected. We always were. But without contact, I'm confused. I'm constantly at war with people who don't understand our story. Crystal is the only one standing by me. Everyone else says "quit". But I don't quit until I get closure. Please. Just give me something. An explanation, a way to make peace. Or finish what we started. We made plan. Cruising down the 101. Going to San Francisco and Ghirardelli Square. Pier 39 and looking at the sealions. I wanted to experience that with you. You're gonna let your ex ruin that? Pete, come to your senses. I wasn't the one who hurt you. You need to remember that. Remember me. Remember how much we supported each other. You always encouraged me to move forward. To find my path. Well, my love, you are on that path. I won't give up and I won't give in. I just hope you're ready for the day I make my debut. Please don't forget who you are inside. The most handsome, pirate rocker in the world. You are always that to me. I love you.
J