u/Jwarz08

I’ve been on a distance relationship for almost a year. First it was mostly passionate. I had a lot of issues and used Sx as an escape same as other drgs or drinking. Met this guy and it went rocky. Eventually o started falling for him after rejecting him for at least 3 times. We’ve had some ups and downs and during that I relapsed. I did nothing physical only talk and trade two or three ndes and stop talking. My partner stalked me being in those grups and told me that if I wanted I could fck other people and he would be fine but o have to he honest and don’t say I want to be exclusive with him. I do want that. I knew he was on those groups and thought he did the same… se talked it already and it’s all “fine” but o feel extreme guilt ¡¡¡AS AI SHOULD!!!

How do o cope with the guilt? I deserve a punishments or revenge. He insist everything is talked and water under the bridge but i don’t feel worthy at all of him, talking to him nor Seinfeld him again face to face…