Just a lot on my mind I guess.. birthdays always make me feel old... [34F]
I don't really know how to explain this feeling. Just everything is spiraling. You wonder who would notice if you just fade away. You get one or two texts here and there, but most of your notifications are emails and spam. You get randomly ghosted for no reason. You think you've started an interesting conversation about mutual interests, then they randomly ask you if you wanna video chat and watch them do dirty things. Man, I'm not here for all that. You're in a friend subreddit. Don't ask me things like that here, or anywhere, unless we are both in the same subreddit looking for those same things. Friends means friends, not "hey I'm bored, wanna watch me wenk?" Bro no, that's gross. Be better. I just want to talk about spooky horror things, cartoons, music, food, and pets. And of course share funny memes and GIFs and be silly gooses. 🪿 That's all we should all strive for in life, silly goosery. 🤣 Anyway. This group has been amazing sometimes. I'm just annoyed to have those bad experiences way too often. Just tell me how much you hate your boss and how much Taco Bell you're ordering and how cute your pets toe beans are. I need more reasons to smile, not wish I was invisible or fully off grid hidden in a cabin in the middle of nowhere with my mysterious jars of pickles. I'm rambling now, I'm gonna end here before I keep going. Stay beautiful, my precious flowers. 🌺