I have gotten some books where I'm afraid to do some of the rituals - including Archangels of Magick and Magickal Cashbook.
I've done others from words of power, MJS, Sigils of Power and SAM with no fears and some of them worked. I'm realizing I am scared of asking for things because I think I'm afraid of good things happening to me or nothing happening at all, especially when the last 6 months have had so many challenges for me and my family. I'm afraid of good things happening because I'm afraid they will get taken away from me.
I'm 9 months pregnant so I know my hormones are all over the place right now, but I am scared to perform any new rituals asking for a healthy delivery and baby and for more money.
Has anyone else run into this? Should I do a fear release or inner child ritual instead before doing any of these?