u/Kato0328

Today I’m going to take some sleeping pills. Well the whole bottle 100ct. My wife doesn’t love me. Most of my family is dead and what’s left are alcoholics.
The only thing here for me is my daughter. The reason I’m still here. I’m not going be strong enough to be completely alone 1/2 the time for a few more years then 100% alone I’m an introvert with made anxiety, my was my best friend. I’m losing to much and I don’t see me ever being happy again so why why not. Wife will be there for my daughter and she’ll forget about me. I’m also worried about it not working. This is it I can feel it I’m just realy scared.
Why is this happening. Why wtf!!