Today my soul cat died and it's been worse than I ever could have imagined
Just a week ago she was diagnosed with final stage lung cancer, her tumor being 40cm big, and today we let her go peacefully. She was completely asymptomatic until a month ago when it metastatized to her back leg. It was all so sudden, she was only around 9-10 years old.
She saved me from the deepest depression 6 years ago and she was my anchor; I lived for her and I want to continue on to represent her legacy in some way, but I have no idea how I'll survive. It has been just couple of hours and it already feels unbearably painful to be here without her.
People say that the pain will go away with time but I just cannot imagine that right now. She was my everything.
Her name was Sára but I always called her Čiči, and other cute petnames. Rest in peace my heart, lets meet again someday.