u/Key-ElectricGuitar43

Being that I am currently homeless, and with no money, car or friends, for lack of better phrasing, I am forced to look at couples, dating or married, and similar, against my enjoyment and want, as I am being forced to exist in public environments, against my.comfort, enjoyment, health, needs and wants. And someone may inquire as to "Why not be open-minded, or be hopeful towards finding love", my response is that I am.reasonable and respectful, that as a homeless Black American man, I will tend to my priorities of acquiring housing, transportation, a collegiate degree, adequate clothing, adequate funds, and similar, prior to so much as entertaining romantic or sexual notions. No I am not interested in men, otherwise pretending to be interested in women, for lack of better phrasing, and to whom it may concern or interest.

Of further mention, I am becoming weary of the [loud] discussions and conversations of stranger near me in public spaces, as they are often an annoyance, as they contribute quite little to my mental processes, beyond disrupting them, against my comfort, enjoyment and want.

For lack of better phrasing.

Comparatively.

Unseemly and odd, at the very least.

I had a traumatic experience with prior acquaintances, and have been voluntarily undergoing Drug and STD Panels, since that prior time, many years ago, and during it, and my experience of health anxiety has increased in recent time, against my comfort, enjoyment, health, long-term goals and wants, in particular as I was forced into homelessness, several months in excess of two summer season's time ago, prior time. I do not have any STD's and I prefer not to, for lack of better phrasing.

What can I do to be normal again, for lack of better phrasing?

Mind you, that while I have been voluntarily undergoing Drug and STD Panels, many years time, I have not been sexually active, or used drugs or narcotics during that prior time, besides one instance of sexual activity that resulted in me being raped, against my comfort, enjoyment and want.

Those behaviors of mention are due to health anxiety and unwanted peer and social pressures, and not sexual repression or similar, rather due to fear, and valuing my health.

Please do provide constructive advices, at your earliest convenience.

I want to complete a collegiate degree, respective to guitar and music theory, and preferably in a scholastic dormatory environment, as I am homeless, and not a womanizer, pedoohile or similar, and prefer not to be, what are the most quality and legal methods of obtaining the mentioned?

For lack of better phrasing

Constructive advices?

Do provide greater details in your response, if you can

Do have a listen, if you can.

I have had prior acquaintances who repeatedly suggested various interests, whether that was art, a hobby, games, music, or similar, that I was not fond of, in prior time, and I am interested to know if anyone has experienced similar.

Why do some refer to strangers as being their biological familial relations, despite not being so?

I have received some inapplicable and strange insults from others, who are strangers to me, and I have noticed that others have received similar, in online spaces, what are the motivations behind those behaviors?

Are family roadtrips, less popular, or more popular, in the modern day, than in prior time?

What are your advices?

Please and thank you

I have been experiencing homelessness, due to a legal eviction, that was potentially unlawful, this past two summer seasons, and despite other young men being forced into varieties of homelessness in my geography and those nearby, by unreasonable circumstances, as I was myself, law enforcement has began to suddenly, unfairly and suspiciously, become more aggressive and vigilant, in regards to confronting the homeless making an effort to generate income legally in public environments, those public environments being some of the only spaces available to those experiencing homelessness.

What can be done to ameliorate this issue, for lack of better phrasing, and, do be mindful that there is a suspicious lack of job positions available in the geography, and a suspiciously low hiring-rate, for lack of better terminology?