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Aries: I tend to attract this sign a lot in guys who are romantically interested in me. Maybe because my Aries moon is in a water degree and 4th house and they find comfort in my presence? Who knows lol. I'm often charmed by them and they are pretty outgoing but they often tend to want to rush instead of taking the time to know each other. Like they see me once and already want to be in a relationship with me. Like sir, you just met me barely a week ago π. I don't even know your last name yet π
Taurus: My older sister is a Taurus! I always looked up to her because she was always a hard worker and her closet was like wonderland to me. She was quite the fashionista as she used to model and I would try on her clothes and hair extensions (it was the early 2000s). Taurus people are really nice and quite the socialite but when they're relaxed, alone at home, or with their family they tend to have the most deadpan expressions and way of speaking it's kind of funny π. It's kind of like whiplash but it makes sense. They're always being social and being professional at their job. I'd be deadpan too if I had a long week of work and being around people 24/7. I always bonded with my sister in that we both love fashion and lazing around the coach watching cooking shows lol. Though I've met some Taurus people that can be pretentious as well but I think those are only a select few that haven't worked on themselves.
Gemini: I think these are the hardest signs to talk about because you don't know what you're going to get with these signs. They can be quite unpredictable and dualistic. I noticed I form co dependent types of connections with these zodiac signs that I often have to walk away from ( I have Saturn in Gemini 6th house so perhaps that's a lesson I'm not sure). Overall, I noticed they can be quite childlike and playful which some people might mistake as being naive but they're very witty and intelligent. They know how to get out of tough situations using their quick mind. These signs have been my biggest teachers and lessons for better or for worse, you never know really. On a lighter note they're really funny and know how to cheer someone up with their shenanigans they come up π.
Cancer: These signs are chef's kiss. Maybe I'm being a little biased because my best friend is a cancer but I don't care lol. I know that people stereotype them as being the soft and feminine type and yes, I do agree that they can be very empathetic but they tend to reserve that more sensitive and vulnerable side to people they form close connections with. I noticed some of them can be tomboyish or they tend to ignore traditional gender standards. I don't know how to describe it but if they express themselves in a very feminine manner through their style they'll have very "yang" type of personality and also the opposite if they express themselves more as a tomboy or "masculine" way they'll have a very gentle and "yin" type of personality. That's the best way I can describe it. Overall, I noticed they are very protective people with strong will and soft heart.
Leo: Ooo I love me a leo! πππ. They're very optimistic, have a great sense of humor, fabulous fashion style, and care greatly for the one's they love. I think these are the most humble people I've ever met besides what people say about them being egotistical. I do agree that maybe some can have a big ego but I'd say the majority are very secure within themselves and even if they don't feel the most confident at times, they still hold their head up high and stay hopeful. I feel like due to that these signs make great manifestors because even if they're not where they want to be yet they still keep going and holding on to their faith in their dreams and goals.
Virgo: This is embarrassing but I've never really made friends with a virgo despite being one myself. I don't know why that is but I don't really bump into them that much. Maybe because they're also being a hermit in their house just like me lol. What I can say that maybe other virgos can relate to is we're not afraid to walk away from drama or toxic connections. Even if it hurts, we're able to put our well being first even if it feels miserable for a while. But as time goes on we realize we made the right and healthy choice.
Libra: I really like these signs for the most part! I can't say much about them since I've only known 2 libras so far in my life but I think they're really great conversationalists. They're the type to text paragraphs going in deep detail about things. They're great at looking at the small details and reading between the lines when it comes to other people. However, I noticed they tend to attract questionable romantic partners early in their life and they'll either move on and find a fantastic and healthy partner or they can end up staying in those stagnant relationships for a long period of time. If a romantic partner does them wrong they can be quite scary though so they're definitely not push overs and their wrath is on another level lmao.
Scorpio: This is another sign I really like! They're sort of the "what you see is what you get" type of people which I really like about them. I know people stereotype them as "scary or dark" and some from what I noticed do have a more alternative fashion sense but they're really sweet and gentle type of people! A lot of them have very magnetic eyes from what I noticed and they sort of have a "glow" to them? I don't know how to describe it. I often get inspired by them especially though fashion and art . Unfortunately I can't say more because I haven't met many Scorpios in my life yet βΉοΈ.
Sagittarius: This is a really cool sign but for some reason they have a lot of energy and it can be overwhelming at times to be around them π . This is about to sound stereotypical but they actually do really love traveling and seeing the world. They're the type to take adventures very seriously and getting out of their comfort zone (actually I'm not sure they have a comfort zone I always see them doing crazy stuff like jumping off cliffs π). They also tend to be philosophical at times and can say really deep stuff at random moments. They have a strong sense of wonder and freedom but if they're in a situation in their lives where they feel confined and their need for freedom is not being met they can get really cynical, detached from others, and view the world in a negative light. They deeply care about things and have sensitive hearts but they can be very protective over this aspect of themselves and very rarely show it to others or they'll have trouble showing it even if they feel it deeply inside.
Capricorn: These people have my heart, I have a soft spot for them. This is the sign I think I've developed the closest bonds with even if some of them were short term. I feel like they sort of haunt the narrative in a way lol. They'll often tell you the most traumatic life story ever about their past and sometimes you can tell they've gone through things but they carry it so well? It turns into wisdom and drive instead of making them cruel. I relate to this sign because I noticed they'll have a very nonchalant and serious first impression but they have a really soft heart and generous way of being. I've had people say they thought I was intimidating at first but when they talk to me they see that I'm actually kind and it's the same with these signs. They like spoiling the people that they love and will often work really hard because they want to give the best to the people they care about. I say this lovingly but they're really bad texters im sorry but it's true ππ.
Aquarius: I have nothing much to say besides that they have this aura of coolness and authenticity to them and it's funny because often times they see themselves as awkward lol. But it's sort of that "awkwardness" and just being themselves that make them so cool. I love talking to these signs because they always have something interesting to say even if they can be blunt at times. A lot of them I noticed tend to be into spirituality or at least always been interested in the unknown. Besides Scorpio, this is also the sign I often get inspired by when it comes to their fashion and expression. Sometimes they can get in their head a bit about things and make rash decisions based on their overthinking. I have Aquarius in my first and second house so I feel like that's why I tend to attract Aquarius people a lot and feel close to them. Most of the people I follow on social media tend to be this sign.
Pisces: (in advance in sorry for all the nice and unproblematic Pisces out there I know not all of you are like this π). Pisces can be a bit...wish washy. They'll be sweet and nice to you but sometimes they'll rant about you or talk about you behind your back to other people. If they have a problem with you they often won't tell it to your face and prefer being passive aggressive about it or talking to others about you instead. They present themselves as this empathetic and sensitive person externally but internally they can be quite manipulative and may not have the best intentions towards you as you previously thought. They scare me a bit due to this π .
As an 8th house sun and mars this was really fun for me to make! Thank you for reading! π₯°
Remember this is just my personal experience so you may resonate or you may not. That's okay, I just wanted to make this for fun.
So for some background context I've been reflecting lately and I've realized that for so long I've been in this survival mode of feeling like I have to protect myself constantly and be the responsible, stable one for everyone else but truly when I peel back all my layers and defenses I've built up over the years I realize that there's really just love underneath all of that. I've always been super dreamy, curious, creative, and passionate about expressing myself through my interests like fashion, art, writing, psychology, the occult, and history. I also really like just connecting with others and forming new friendships/relationships. Im those annoying people that believe in true love and miracles π€£. But due to past hurts I've isolated myself and become hyper independent (I haven't made any new connections in like 5 years) and my Jupiter in Leo return is literally like, "girl, you're doing too much. Can we let people in and be our authentic and creative selves already? I'm tired over here" ππ. In general, I think I'm just ready to let go of my suspicious hermit routine and embrace my true self because it's been on my mind constantly and the best way I can describe it is like an itch but you're going back and forth with yourself of whether or not you should scratch it lol.
I'm curious if there are any placements in my chart that explain this sort of internal rift better? I would also love to know if anyone has also experienced similar situations and what placements in your chart you think are "responsible" for that. Thank you! π₯°
Hello! I wanted to talk about this strange dream or rather series of dreams I had pertaining to these liminal spaces that others often refer to as "the backrooms", "mall world", "school world" and there's even "toilet world" which I have experienced but for obvious reasons I won't be talking about toilet world on here ππ€£. I wanted to know if any of you guys have experienced these dreams too (I mean probably since this is a whole community of it which I just discovered like 3 minutes ago π ). It's a little bit strange because I've had these dreams even before "the backrooms" became a popular concept and I've dreamt of different worlds and liminal spaces since I was a kid. This is a dream i just had upon waking up today:
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So in this dream I was at the mall shopping for clothes and in my dreams this mall appears to be a quite similar to the layout of JCPenney which was a popular store over here in the US from the early to mid 2000s. I guess my subconscious modeled the mall similar to JCPenney because it's the store that I would most frequently go to with my mom when I was a kid. Anywho, in this dream, it was almost like I was a kid again even though I'm an adult in real life because the store worker was a man who was picking out clothes for me that were in the girls section and were too small for me.
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Out of no where, an older man holding two snarling huge Rottweiler dogs on a leash was walking these dogs in the store. As a kid, I was deeply afraid of big dogs so when I saw them I started to freak out and run away. I guess that excited the dogs and they started chasing after me and as I ran farther and farther the landscape of the store started to change and I entered into what is known as "the backrooms" of this store. To best describe it it's like neverending shiny vacant hallways with endless elevators and doors on the sides and multiple levels. It's like an entire labyrinth in there so it's incredibly easy to get lost. I slowed down in confusion while running and one of the dogs managed to bite me on my finger and I saw two fang like marks on one of my fingers. Thankfully, the older man holding the dogs on the leash managed to usher the dogs through another door. Suddenly I was alone in these weird long hallways and I remember I would try to enter different elevators on each floor to try to get on the main floor of the store but I would just enter another long floor of hallways and elevators.
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Most of the floors were vacant but there were some that had just a few people and the people that were on those floors were all busy adults who were either walking around or were on their phones or laptops working. I don't like this phrase because people use it too freely but I guess they were kind of like "NPC's". I couldn't find any other kids my age just adults that gave me a very creepy vibe. I was hesitant to enter this one elevator because there were two guys that were entering it too and they gave me bad vibes. When the elevator doors closed they were trying to touch me (on my spine specifically for some reason) and I hurriedly pressed floor one in hopes I would get back to the regular store and I was screaming for them to get their hands off of me and they were preventing me to leave but thankfully the doors opened and I broke free from their grasp and made a run for it.
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Unfortunately, it was another neverending hallway and not the main store as I was hoping so I started freaking out and yelling for help. I finally spotted this boy about to enter one of the elevators and I begged him to help me. He looked spooked out and was about to close the elevator door on me but I calmed down and explained to him that I got stuck in here and I really needed help getting out of here. He reluctantly agreed and let me in. We began working together to find a way to get out of this creepy place and we had to rely on our intuition to know what elevator to pick as well as follow a specific number sequence on each elevator. As we entered more and more different levels and hallways we started seeing kids our own age. They ranged from little kids all the way to older teenagers. They looked equally frightened as we all felt being in an unfamiliar place with no way out and creepy older people harassing us that were on some of the levels. It took quite a long time but finally me and the boy finally made it to the "lobby".
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We saw a sign in black letters that said "game over, exit" and a long type of door? It actually wasn't even a door, it was like an open exit that had a plastic flap covering it. There was some type of jet waiting for us, it kind of looked futuristic. We paused before we reached the door because we both somehow knew that once we entered the "flap door" thing we would never remember any of this ever happened and our minds would be wiped of ever playing this "game." We joined hands and told each other that we would somehow remember again and find each other when we were older and adults. Our hands departed and there was a strong bright white light as we entered the exit. I then woke up.
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Sooo yeah that was my dream lol. I don't know if the dream is meant to be taken at complete face value and instead it's perhaps a very long and detailed metaphor for something. Maybe the levels represent trauma or challenges that intuitive/more sensitive kids had to go through when they were younger and the exit means finally healing or moving on. Or maybe it explains the differences between adults who still held on to their inner child (which is why I was a kid again in the dream) vs adults who didn't such as the adults I saw in the hallways on their phone or laptop working and their weird vibe. I wonder who the boy in my dreams represented.
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What do you guys think? Have you ever experienced these liminal spaces before? I would like to hear your thoughts and experiences! π
Hello! I wanted to talk about this strange dream or rather series of dreams I had pertaining to these liminal spaces that others often refer to as "the backrooms", "mall world", "school world" and there's even "toilet world" which I have experienced but for obvious reasons I won't be talking about toilet world on here ππ€£. I wanted to know if any of you guys have experienced these dreams too. It's a little bit strange because I've had these dreams even before "the backrooms" became a popular concept and I've dreamt of different worlds and liminal spaces since I was a kid. This is a dream i just had upon waking up today:
So in this dream I was at the mall shopping for clothes and in my dreams this mall appears to be a quite similar to the layout of JCPenney which was a popular store over here in the US from the early to mid 2000s. I guess my subconscious modeled the mall similar to JCPenney because it's the store that I would most frequently go to with my mom when I was a kid. Anywho, in this dream, it was almost like I was a kid again even though I'm an adult in real life because the store worker was a man who was picking out clothes for me that were in the girls section and were too small for me.
Out of no where, an older man holding two snarling huge Rottweiler dogs on a leash was walking these dogs in the store. As a kid, I was deeply afraid of big dogs so when I saw them I started to freak out and run away. I guess that excited the dogs and they started chasing after me and as I ran farther and farther the landscape of the store started to change and I entered into what is known as "the backrooms" of this store. To best describe it it's like neverending shiny vacant hallways with endless elevators and doors on the sides and multiple levels. It's like an entire labyrinth in there so it's incredibly easy to get lost. I slowed down in confusion while running and one of the dogs managed to bite me on my finger and I saw two fang like marks on one of my fingers. Thankfully, the older man holding the dogs on the leash managed to usher the dogs through another door. Suddenly I was alone in these weird long hallways and I remember I would try to enter different elevators on each floor to try to get on the main floor of the store but I would just enter another long floor of hallways and elevators.
Most of the floors were vacant but there were some that had just a few people and the people that were on those floors were all busy adults who were either walking around or were on their phones or laptops working. I don't like this phrase because people use it too freely but I guess they were kind of like "NPC's". I couldn't find any other kids my age just adults that gave me a very creepy vibe. I was hesitant to enter this one elevator because there were two guys that were entering it too and they gave me bad vibes. When the elevator doors closed they were trying to touch me (on my spine specifically for some reason) and I hurriedly pressed floor one in hopes I would get back to the regular store and I was screaming for them to get their hands off of me and they were preventing me to leave but thankfully the doors opened and I broke free from their grasp and made a run for it.
Unfortunately, it was another neverending hallway and not the main store as I was hoping so I started freaking out and yelling for help. I finally spotted this boy about to enter one of the elevators and I begged him to help me. He looked spooked out and was about to close the elevator door on me but I calmed down and explained to him that I got stuck in here and I really needed help getting out of here. He reluctantly agreed and let me in. We began working together to find a way to get out of this creepy place and we had to rely on our intuition to know what elevator to pick as well as follow a specific number sequence on each elevator. As we entered more and more different levels and hallways we started seeing kids our own age. They ranged from little kids all the way to older teenagers. They looked equally frightened as we all felt being in an unfamiliar place with no way out and creepy older people harassing us that were on some of the levels. It took quite a long time but finally me and the boy finally made it to the "lobby".
We saw a sign in black letters that said "game over, exit" and a long type of door? It actually wasn't even a door, it was like an open exit that had a plastic flap covering it. There was some type of jet waiting for us, it kind of looked futuristic. We paused before we reached the door because we both somehow knew that once we entered the "flap door" thing we would never remember any of this ever happened and our minds would be wiped of ever playing this "game." We joined hands and told each other that we would somehow remember again and find each other when we were older and adults. Our hands departed and there was a strong bright white light as we entered the exit. I then woke up.
Sooo yeah that was my dream lol. I don't know if the dream is meant to be taken at complete face value and instead it's perhaps a very long and detailed metaphor for something. Maybe the levels represent trauma or challenges that intuitive/more sensitive kids had to go through when they were younger and the exit means finally healing or moving on. Or maybe it explains the differences between adults who still held on to their inner child (which is why I was a kid again in the dream) vs adults who didn't such as the adults I saw in the hallways on their phone or laptop working and their weird vibe. I wonder who the boy in my dreams represented.
What do you guys think? Have you ever experienced these liminal spaces before? I would like to hear your thoughts and experiences! π
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Hii so I made a post on here yesterday asking if I'm really a dark winter and a lot of you said you wanted to see me in dark autumn, true winter, and bright winter to rule anything out so here you go! I also included what I look like in silver and gold jewelry but I think I look the same in both. It was a bit hard to try to find bright winter/true winter and deep autumn clothes but luckily I was really into autumn colored clothes in high school so I have a few and my mom has a lot of colorful shirts so I went shopping in her closet to find some winter tones π.
Also the second picture is a dark olive and the third is a deep chocolate brown, it's a bit hard to see. When I tried on the yellows it changed my coloring slightly and the camera quality. Not sure what that's about π€.
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Hii so a few days ago I posted some drapes and asked what color season I could be and a lot were saying dark winter with a small minority saying summer. I've since deleted those photos since they weren't the best quality and the lighting was pretty bad so here's some better quality photos of me in some dark winter colors as well as some other cool toned colors to compare (I don't have much dark clothing so I worked with what I got) π.
Personal thoughts about this season:
At first I was honestly scared to be potentially typed into the winter color season because I feel like the types of colors that are in the winter palette make my fair skin more prominent and I used to be bullied for how pale my skin is by others of my ethnicity due to tan skin being more of a beauty standard in my culture (I'm Hispanic). But if I do end up being typed as a winter rather than a summer I don't think I'll mind as much because I think there's a lot of inspiration to draw from dark winter since there's a lot of gothic/witchy media that is in this palette! I might make a post about that lol.
My features:
-Neutral-cool undertone
-Dark ash brown hair that looks a bit silvery in some lighting (this is my natural hair color).
-medium brown eyes? They're not super light but they're not entirely super dark either. My favorite feature about myself is that my eyes often look sparkly!
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I made a post of me with no drapes but someone recommended for me to drape myself so here you go!
This is my natural hair color (dark ash brown) and with no makeup π.
I've been told my undertone is neutral and that because of the contrast between my eyes, hair, and skin I'm a dark autumn/winter but I feel like I look casket ready in black so I don't know about that π .
I tried to include as many colors as I had available (hence the curtains and towels lmao)
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This is a picture of me in natural lighting with no makeup on. I've just woken up when I took this picture which is why my hair is a little messy lol.
Some background info on me and things that I've noticed!
-I have dark ash brown hair! When I was little it was a lighter brown ash color that sometimes looked a little auburn in some photos. My hair is also starting to turn into a silver dark gray in some parts of my hair despite being in my early 20s (it's genetic π )
-I have medium brown eyes but look dark in some photos (like this one).
-I have a neutral skin tone so I don't look that different in gold and silver but I noticed I look slightly better in silver so I believe I'm neutral-cool leaning.
- my skin looks a little sickly and yellow/green in warm toned colors (especially autumn colors). I noticed olive greens make me look older. I once wore an olive green dress in college and the custodian thought I was a teacher ππ€£.
-Although I don't suit most warm toned colors I don't look bad in soft peaches/corals, soft greens (think of like peridot and the color of green apples), and reds (like cherry reds I've gotten complimented on a lot)
-I get mistaken for winter because of the contrast between my hair, skin, and eyes but I don't think it's my color season. I look really lifeless in black and very dark colors (such as the colors that belong to dark winter). My skin looks really pale in those colors and my eyes end up looking dull and lose a little bit of the natural sparkle I have in them. The only dark color I suit is navy blue.
-Super vibrant/saturated cool toned colors especially in makeup emphasize my skin texture and if I have any pimples/blemishes it makes them look really purple for some reason? π€ (Like cool toned bright berry purples and pinks)
-Colors I noticed that make me look really vibrant and refreshed are aqua blue, turquoise blue, cherry reds, soft purples like periwinkle and orchid, and rosy soft pinks.
-For neutrals I noticed I looked best in light beige, lighter grays, navy blue especially, and I think white looks okay on me too.
-Muted colors look okay on me I guess. They don't really do anything special for me but I suit those colors as well a little bit. I really like the color mauve! Though darker muted colors make me look a little tired.
-I suspect I'm in the summer season but not 100 percent sure. What do you guys think? π
I usually don't feel the urge to share the personal messages I get but I felt like this particular one might help other people too! I got these messages via tarot and this is from my spirit guides regarding something I've been struggling with for quite a bit regarding identity. Having gone through toxic friendships and connections with other people, I spent a great chunk of my childhood and teens having other people tell me who I am. I felt I was being controlled during this part of my life and when I left those friendships/connections once I realized I felt miserable whenever I was around them I had to figure out who I actually was as a person and try to find my individuality. It was a really difficult thing to go through having to peel layers and layers of false stuff I believed about myself. And to be honest I believe I'm still in the final processes of that even now. However, I feel like I've learned a lot about myself through these years of self discovery.
What I mean to convey with all of this is please don't let others dictate who you are or stop you from exploring deeper parts of yourself. Don't let others try to control and manipulate you into someone you're not or try to make you believe you're too "soft". The softest and "sensitive" person you know is often the most bravest you'll ever know because it takes guts to not turn cold after going through tough and traumatic situations. How do I phrase this? I hope I'm conveying this right but if there is a situation that you are currently or have gone through where someone else made you feel that without them you'd get no where or created a co dependent type of relationship with them whether that be romantically, familial, or platonically I want you to know that you are capable of being independent. I know it's hard to believe that when someone has put you in a situation such as this but you are the leader of your own story. Not your mom, not your friend, not anyone. Don't let others take that away from you please. I know it's hard because you feel like you might disappoint others but the worst tragedy wouldn't be disappointing others, it would be disappointing yourself from going after the things you are curious and passionate about. Even one small step towards that one thing you have always dreamed of or interested in can make a world of a difference!
There is a strong light within you that wants to be seen that is uniquely yours. Maybe you might not know where you're going quite yet. Follow your curiosity and seek what feels true to you. It kind of reminds me of Alice in wonderland. Before wonderland, her life was being dictated by her family. Her whole family convinced her to go through a marriage with a terrible guy that didn't feel right to her at all (if I'm remembering correctly). And when she fell down that rabbit hole she returned to who she actually was as a person and found her inner light and whimsy again. And when she finally came out she was a truer version of herself. So follow that rabbit like your life depends on it π.
Also another small message. Don't let social media dictate who you are too because I feel like that can be another gateway to comparison and feeling confused about yourself. I sort of went through this phrase where I was obsessed with all things aesthetics and I would try on these aesthetics like identities trying to find the one that fits. But honestly we're not characters or aesthetics. We're never going to really fit into just one because humans (and your higher spiritual self as well) aren't neat little boxes we can easily categorize. We have so many different aspects to ourselves. I'm not saying to not get inspiration from external sources like social media but rather express yourself the way that feels the most true to you and what you feel passionate about! People don't really talk about this much in spiritual spaces but I feel like self expression through makeup and fashion can also be spiritual because when it comes from an authentic place it can be an act of self adornment and self love. Creativity and love is one of the most powerful forces there is π. I think that's all I wanted to say. I hope these messages brought comfort to at least one person. I love you and I believe in you!