Nicotine addiction
I hate how addicted to nicotine I am. I used to take two 9mg velos at one to barely get a buzz. Now I take 2 6mgs to get a light buzz and I take 2 6mgs almost every hour and a half and I run out of them very fast. I literally had 3 pucks of 6s and one puck has 20 pouches and I ran through that shit in 4 days. I’m only 17 so it’s unhealthy as shit. Me having very debilitating depression doesn’t help with it too. Getting a buzz is the only thing that I look forward to when I wake up. I can’t workout or play video games without having a buzz before or during, I tried to take less of them everyday but I fall back into it so easily. I’m never going to quit because it’s the only thing that keeps me sane but I really need to cut down on it. Just yapping on my problems with it not asking any questions or anything.