u/Khek0

my boyfriend broke up with me for the third time after he came begging back to me 8 months later. As if things weren't bad enough all this had to happen again. Threw up 7 times since last night, last time he did this I ended up attempting several times. And this time I cant even blame him for anything because I live in a stupid fucking queerphobic third world shithole and apparently his parents somehow found out. I genuinely want to be dead right now, I feel sick to my stomach. I want to gouge my ugly eyes out and rip my putrid skin off. If there's a god out there I hope that cunt knows how much I hate him